Great to hear that you’re feeling better and that things are finally starting to calm down. I relate to a lot that your going through right now and I know how hard it can be on your sanity. Take your time and don’t push yourself. You are more important than your videos, and you deserve to rest. Take all the time you need, we’ll be here :)
2 years ago | 4
Glad to hear your hell roller-coaster let you off, very much interested in the directors' commentary thing and generally all of your cool story stuff, its always very insightful and cool. I wish yall the best and for things continue to finally not-suck-anymore!
2 years ago | 1
Oh shit! and if you're wondering about my post-heart attack physical health. That ones real simple It's good! Thanks to the atorvastatin, repatha, and the stent my cardio-vascular system is working better that it literally ever has. I'm gonna be 30 next year and am having the exact opposite reaction to it that a lot of the people I know are, where I'm more physically capable than ever. Like for real nothing but good news since the heart attack. I'm doing fine!
2 years ago | 15
it takes a while to get to the light at the end of the tunnel, but i’m glad it’s finally within view for you. take as much time as you need to let your eyes adjust.
2 years ago | 0
First came across your hollow knight stuff a while back and this popped into my recommended, glad to see you're doing well and may God bless you ❤️☦️
2 years ago | 0
I’m glad to hear everything between you all has been getting better but in all seriousness I’m so sorry for what you all have been through and hope you all the best in the future
2 years ago | 2
Jesus, I'm sorry to hear about you and your family and I hope things start to go well if they haven't already. Take the time you need and keep strong thanks for the update 😊 I love your videos and can't wait for anything you post when you do 😀 be safe
2 years ago | 2
I am glad you are with us again. Missed you. Hold on tight and beat of luck to you, good sir.
2 years ago | 0
God damn. Well, dont really know what to say other than thanks for keeping us in mind i guess. The updates on other socials will be appreciated
2 years ago | 2
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So I'd like to apologize for the radio silence for, like, 4 months. But it has been one motherfucker of a year.
Long story short after the heart attack a bunch of other IRL stuff just completely collapsed on me. I was kind of the domino holding a lot of the family life together, and when I got knocked down, everything else fell too. in July my brother had a complete mental break. I had to call 911 so many times the firemen recognized me, I'd had police come out to where I live at least twice, social workers were called multiple times (and ignored, to the point *they* called the police), and there was a court case of domestic assault
but thankfully, he is undergoing the mental health treatment they should have had for years. Decades if we're being honest.
With all that said, I've been playing cleanup these last couple of months.
But, thankfully, things are finally getting stable.
Dalsson is still trying to get settled in after a big move and we live in Current Times so that's is really tough and they're kind of in a position where they can't do much VA work at the moment. But things are at least looking up for them too. And I got to visit them recently! Which was a respite both of us needed! For Real shout out to them for being an amazing partner and standing by me through all this bullshit even when they got so much of their own bullshit going on!
I'm making this post because I believe, actually, for real this time, going to be able to start putting my life back together.
And that means at least one new video.
The end of the Deepnest Arc video I've had sitting on a timeline on premiere for a while, literally in the "Maybe one last watch through to do some polishing and then it's done" stage for four months. So I'm gonna try and get that one out!
After that, well I probably am gonna need to continue the video hiatus, essentially for the same reason as last time, my voice actors are all in precarious situations that take precedent over the youtube channel.
But I have a lot of background stuff that I kept secret for... essentially no reason. So what I'm going to do is start posting on social media what is essentially a really long directors commentary! Explain little bits of why the lore is the way it is, point out my inspirations etc etc. Probably I'll start that once the next video is out, and that one should be with in the next week or so... though I haven't looked at it for 4 months so I actually don't know how much work it'll take. I'll post them again when I actually start that, but my socials are under all my videos (Except bluesky, which I am on now and haven't posted on yet) And I'll post them again when I actually start doing the posting. Right now it's mostly just Movies and Politics. So if you want that from me here that is! But if you want the background stuff, maybe hold off a bit!
Bluesky: @thela.bsky.social
Twitter ("""X"""): @ThelAstame
Tumblr: thelador-s-mclargehuge
But ultimately tl;dr: Sorry for not doing anything for several months, shit has been mad fucked. But it's finally getting back together. so expect, maybe not a lot, but something instead of the nothing!
2 years ago | [YT] | 126