* i don’t give ANYONE permission to use my words or post for trolling or “ reviewing” this is my property & you will be breaking moral code using my own words against me**
I copy and pasted my own comment I posted on someone’s vid about going towards the light after earth d3ath. This comment took me a while to type out. I don’t ever want to forget what happened to me.
In 2020 I had such an intense re - remembering, it landed me in the psych ward for 7 days. I was doing a lot of meditation at the time ..all the sudden I saw & felt the fake light. It was in my mind’s eye. It looked like a light leading into a cold , dark empty box. It felt void & wrong. The vision was like a blow to my mind. Quite literally. . I did not handle well , especially after being in the starseed community, none of that side of things is ever talked about. I also knew the ones preaching going to the light on these YouTubes knew they were being deceptive. Some knew but some actually believed themselves. the combination of it all opened me up even more but I was in fear & was attacked by entities or some sort of spirit For DAYS! . There’s so much to what happened to me at that time , It took me months to feel like myself again. I’m good now, i stay in my routine to feel stable. I need to stay grounded in this reality and try not to get too deep in the spiritual realm. I personally know for a fact the light is a prison. But that’s where my knowledge stops. I do not know anything beyond that. I probably would have if I wasn’t interrupted by beings or being * trying to make me go mad distracting me. . I would love to see if I could astral travel to see for myself ( I have traveled a few times!but honestly I’m not sure if my mind could handle it. Maybe one day I could do it. I just thought I’d add my experience.
Edit - I think I know now what being it was. This was something threatening to take my entire memory of myself out of my body. It felt like it was trying to take my soul. So much to the point I put a scrabble cube from the scrabble game of the letter E in my bra to remember who I was, I kept repeating my name in my head. It was truly life changing experience.
Erin Danya
* i don’t give ANYONE permission to use my words or post for trolling or “ reviewing” this is my property & you will be breaking moral code using my own words against me**
I copy and pasted my own comment I posted on someone’s vid about going towards the light after earth d3ath. This comment took me a while to type out. I don’t ever want to forget what happened to me.
In 2020 I had such an intense re - remembering, it landed me in the psych ward for 7 days. I was doing a lot of meditation at the time ..all the sudden I saw & felt the fake light. It was in my mind’s eye. It looked like a light leading into a cold , dark empty box. It felt void & wrong. The vision was like a blow to my mind. Quite literally. . I did not handle well , especially after being in the starseed community, none of that side of things is ever talked about. I also knew the ones preaching going to the light on these YouTubes knew they were being deceptive. Some knew but some actually believed themselves. the combination of it all opened me up even more but I was in fear & was attacked by entities or some sort of spirit For DAYS! . There’s so much to what happened to me at that time , It took me months to feel like myself again. I’m good now, i stay in my routine to feel stable. I need to stay grounded in this reality and try not to get too deep in the spiritual realm. I personally know for a fact the light is a prison. But that’s where my knowledge stops. I do not know anything beyond that. I probably would have if I wasn’t interrupted by beings or being * trying to make me go mad distracting me. . I would love to see if I could astral travel to see for myself ( I have traveled a few times!but honestly I’m not sure if my mind could handle it. Maybe one day I could do it. I just thought I’d add my experience.
Edit - I think I know now what being it was. This was something threatening to take my entire memory of myself out of my body. It felt like it was trying to take my soul. So much to the point I put a scrabble cube from the scrabble game of the letter E in my bra to remember who I was, I kept repeating my name in my head. It was truly life changing experience.
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