Hello.. I missed you all, im feeling... alone, for a reason. Let's play a game? It's about venting your feelings randomly and knowing you are being listened, and your pains/opinions arent going unknown, i will start first then you go okay?
01:04 I'm feeling like, wanting to cry but can't because it's too dry. Why am i not doing the things i told myself i would do... or opposite.
if I could go to past, itd definitely be 2023. When only potential danger were only classes.
I sometimes come across the projects I've made when i was 15 years old. Full with inspiration and passionate , now look at you... as the years go by, you keep losing your color, emotions and self love.
That sucks when you realize prices of days once you lose it completely.. the people , the memories, the places you've been through eventually will slap so badly.
I'll be honest, I have really some sort of mental issues, and I pretty much feel.. DEADLY in some situations, like.. this is the only absolute and Easy solution to anything. But I still manage to not be this stupid.
I lost university exam by 10 points, lucky im 17 years old or i was forcefully taken to Military. I have one last chance though♡.. maybe i will succeed...
My Youtube community was the **ONLY** thing that showed me im actually worth something. It makes me feel so bad when I fail to keep up for you all, once again, I love you all so much i cant describe with words.. take care♡
SandleOnlean
Hello.. I missed you all, im feeling... alone, for a reason. Let's play a game? It's about venting your feelings randomly and knowing you are being listened, and your pains/opinions arent going unknown, i will start first then you go okay?
01:04 I'm feeling like, wanting to cry but can't because it's too dry. Why am i not doing the things i told myself i would do... or opposite.
if I could go to past, itd definitely be 2023. When only potential danger were only classes.
I sometimes come across the projects I've made when i was 15 years old. Full with inspiration and passionate , now look at you... as the years go by, you keep losing your color, emotions and self love.
That sucks when you realize prices of days once you lose it completely.. the people , the memories, the places you've been through eventually will slap so badly.
I'll be honest, I have really some sort of mental issues, and I pretty much feel.. DEADLY in some situations, like.. this is the only absolute and Easy solution to anything. But I still manage to not be this stupid.
I lost university exam by 10 points, lucky im 17 years old or i was forcefully taken to Military. I have one last chance though♡.. maybe i will succeed...
My Youtube community was the **ONLY** thing that showed me im actually worth something. It makes me feel so bad when I fail to keep up for you all, once again, I love you all so much i cant describe with words.. take care♡
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