Sebee will never again be as fun as it used to be to make 2 years ago. Yeah sure it was a bad mod but me, ceegz, and b0yfr1end had fun making it, we had our moments, laughs, and creativity and such.
But It doesn’t feel that way anymore.
Originally after the mod was supposed to be done
I had a spark to keep going but it’s just dead now since overtime it felt more like an obligation to do so it’s obsolete.
I’ve made a promise to myself before that I will complete it no matter what being resilient as possible and before I was just thinking of doing it as a side thing but not anymore as it only started to hurt me.
What is the purpose to keep doing so if there’s no one else around.
I have came up with many other great ideas but all of that has been pushed away in favor for sebee
, and even then not much was done.
I’ve done much more other things that have made me joyous
and I would like to keep pursuing those moments.
And liking sebee himself was more of a facade if anything because of the mod.
But.
What I will say is,
Thank you.
Thank you for your time with me.
And everyone else that was apart of this ride.
It was enjoyable to talk and work with b0yfr1end, cheese, and others on this mod but
the best thing to do is to move on with greater things than something that will just likely never get finished.
Penguin
Sebee will never again be as fun as it used to be to make 2 years ago.
Yeah sure it was a bad mod but me, ceegz, and b0yfr1end had fun making it, we had our moments, laughs, and creativity and such.
But It doesn’t feel that way anymore.
Originally after the mod was supposed to be done I had a spark to keep going but it’s just dead now since overtime it felt more like an obligation to do so it’s obsolete.
I’ve made a promise to myself before that I will complete it no matter what being resilient as possible and before I was just thinking of doing it as a side thing but not anymore as it only started to hurt me.
What is the purpose to keep doing so if there’s no one else around.
I have came up with many other great ideas but all of that has been pushed away in favor for sebee , and even then not much was done.
I’ve done much more other things that have made me joyous and I would like to keep pursuing those moments.
And liking sebee himself was more of a facade if anything because of the mod.
But.
What I will say is,
Thank you.
Thank you for your time with me.
And everyone else that was apart of this ride.
It was enjoyable to talk and work with b0yfr1end, cheese, and others on this mod but the best thing to do is to move on with greater things than something that will just likely never get finished.
- With love, Eli.
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