So its been sixteen months ths since I stopped drinking, and what have I learned?
Two things:
Nobody cares. Not my wife, not my sons, not my friends, family, acquaintances or coworkers. Nobody fuqing cares....except me, and that's all I need.
Second, its just me against me and the battle is to see which side of me is stronger - my desire to drink or my need to not drink. I've come to realize that everyday I don't drink is a day I don't get a DUI, trip and fall when I walk, sound like a moron or place my mental and physical health in further jeopardy. Again, that seems to be what I need.
There's been no "aha" moment for me, yet I sit here clean and sober posting this.
Faccia Brutta
So its been sixteen months ths since I stopped drinking, and what have I learned?
Two things:
Nobody cares. Not my wife, not my sons, not my friends, family, acquaintances or coworkers. Nobody fuqing cares....except me, and that's all I need.
Second, its just me against me and the battle is to see which side of me is stronger - my desire to drink or my need to not drink. I've come to realize that everyday I don't drink is a day I don't get a DUI, trip and fall when I walk, sound like a moron or place my mental and physical health in further jeopardy. Again, that seems to be what I need.
There's been no "aha" moment for me, yet I sit here clean and sober posting this.
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