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So… the schedule got thrown out the window. And I’m so sorry! Make sure you’re part of the Discord so you know if something happens.

TL;DR: DISCORD announcements can be more reliable for when I go live or if something changes, and I’ll see you soon!

My dad needed my help for his own medical treatment, which was becoming lackluster at best and deadly at worst.

On a good note for long time viewers, I’m currently at a consultation… for finally having surgery on my herniations (plural) that I’ve had since November 2022. They’ve been very painful for the entire 3 years, but I’ll probably lose healthcare coverage January 1st, so it’s finally happening.

(God, I don’t know what to do with myself when the pain is gone; I just know we’re gonna have some awkward streams of me fully reclined while trying to play a game while recovering.)

I hope to get home and get back on track tonight, but please work with me on this – juggling my dad’s acute medical needs, much less my own surgery and my mom’s needs is OVERWHELMING and makes you feel like you’re DROWNING… and that’s probably an understatement. (Those who have had to become caregivers for loved ones, much less needing to be a parent simultaneously, probably understand that taking care of yourself always gets pushed off.)

Anyway, DISCORD announcements can be more reliable for when I go live or if something changes, and I’ll see you soon!

1 month ago | [YT] | 106



@magita1991

I’m glad that you are finally getting that surgery! I hope your dad can get better care . I think he is lucky to have such a strong advocate in you. I was a caregiver for my mom so I get how hard all this is .

1 month ago | 8

@lennybreeze2381

Keep doing what you gotta do to take care of your family man and I hope the surgery goes well

1 month ago | 3

@xaviorffviii

I also was a caregiver for a long time, I always made sure to make me time though, make sure you make you time ❤️ Great to hear that you're getting the hernias done! Much love man, you are an inspiration to us all❤️

1 month ago | 2

@brittanykempf5371

I get it take ur time I haven’t watched in a while for that very reason lost my grandma last year I was her care giver and now trying to save my family home and husband having hernia repair surgery himself a week ago with a toddler life is chaotic to say the least hope yall are taking care and see ya soon

1 month ago | 4

@Drawingamer93

Happy you’re finally getting those surgeries, and I hope everything gets better for your family! 🙏🏽🙏

1 month ago | 0

@stephanied7759

That’s a lot to juggle - remember to take care of yourself too. We’ll be here. Your streams and the way you’re caring for your dad still carry the heart and fire of why you started, and we believe your brother would be proud - both of your efforts and your channel. 💙

1 month ago | 1  

@kingAzathoth-h8h

Wishing you and your family the best

1 month ago | 0

@crystalfire5564

Good luck with your surgery

1 month ago | 0