@Itz_vinu_69 Vinu… Kal ka din pata nahi kaisa tha. Main poora din normal behave kar rahi thi sabke saamne, par andar se bas ek hi baat chal rahi thi—
“Aaj uska birthday hai… aur mujhe chahiye ki uska din sach me special ho.”
Mere pass koi private space nahi tha, na koi room jahan main akeli baithkar perfect message likh paun. Bas ghar ka normal shor, normal environment… Lekin mere dimaag me sirf tum the.
Kabhi kabhi main chat open karti… phir screen band kar deti. Sochti— “Simple sa ‘happy birthday’ bol doon? Nahi… wo uske layak nahi. Vinu deserve karta hai kuch real, kuch dil se.”
Tumhe pata nahi, par kal main tumhe wish karne ke liye message likh-likh kar delete karti rahi. Har baar laga ki ye shayad itna khaas nahi hai jitna tum ho.
Hum 9 months se ek dusre ko jaante hain… Aur pata hai sabse ajeeb kya lagta hai? Itna time beet gaya, par tumhare liye jo comfort aur attachment aati hai na— wo kisi pressure se nahi, wo naturally aati hai.
Phir last 3 months, jab hum ek dusre ke ho gaye… Tab se tumhare words… tumhara mood… sab kuch meri life ko effect karta hai.
Kal ka din aise hi nikal gaya… main sabke saath thi, par mera dhyaan totally alag jagah tha— tum par.
Kabhi phone utha kar message likhne ka mann hota, kabhi darr lagta ki kahin tum soch na lo ki maine bas formality me wish kiya.
Isliye ruk gayi. Kyuki tumhare liye kuch bhi half-hearted nahi karna chahti.
Vinu, tum kabhi kabhi samajhte nahi ho shayad— par meri life me tumhari value itni increase ho chuki hai ki main tumhara birthday bhi casually wish nahi kar sakti.
Tum ho to baatein easy ho jaati hain, tum naraz ho to atmosphere hi heavy lagta hai. Tumhari presence hi enough hoti hai mujhe calm karne ke liye. Aur tumhari silence bhi impact daal deti hai.
Aaj dil se dua karti hoon:
✨ Allah tumhari life me hamesha ease rakhe ✨ Tumhara future bright ho ✨ Tumhari mehnat rang laaye ✨ Aur tumhara dil kabhi heavy na ho
Belated wish sahi, but feelings sach me late nahi hoti. Tumhara birthday kal tha… par tum mere dimaag me poora din, poori raat, poori feelings ke saath the.
Belated Happy Birthday, Vinu. From the girl who didn’t wish on time only because she wanted it to feel perfect for you. 🤍✨
𝐛𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐱♤
🌙✨ Belated Happy Birthday, Vinu ✨🌙
@Itz_vinu_69
Vinu…
Kal ka din pata nahi kaisa tha.
Main poora din normal behave kar rahi thi sabke saamne,
par andar se bas ek hi baat chal rahi thi—
“Aaj uska birthday hai… aur mujhe chahiye ki uska din sach me special ho.”
Mere pass koi private space nahi tha,
na koi room jahan main akeli baithkar perfect message likh paun.
Bas ghar ka normal shor, normal environment…
Lekin mere dimaag me sirf tum the.
Kabhi kabhi main chat open karti…
phir screen band kar deti.
Sochti—
“Simple sa ‘happy birthday’ bol doon?
Nahi… wo uske layak nahi.
Vinu deserve karta hai kuch real, kuch dil se.”
Tumhe pata nahi,
par kal main tumhe wish karne ke liye message likh-likh kar delete karti rahi.
Har baar laga ki ye shayad itna khaas nahi hai
jitna tum ho.
Hum 9 months se ek dusre ko jaante hain…
Aur pata hai sabse ajeeb kya lagta hai?
Itna time beet gaya, par tumhare liye jo comfort aur attachment aati hai na—
wo kisi pressure se nahi,
wo naturally aati hai.
Phir last 3 months,
jab hum ek dusre ke ho gaye…
Tab se tumhare words… tumhara mood…
sab kuch meri life ko effect karta hai.
Kal ka din aise hi nikal gaya…
main sabke saath thi,
par mera dhyaan totally alag jagah tha—
tum par.
Kabhi phone utha kar message likhne ka mann hota,
kabhi darr lagta ki kahin tum soch na lo
ki maine bas formality me wish kiya.
Isliye ruk gayi.
Kyuki tumhare liye kuch bhi half-hearted nahi karna chahti.
Vinu,
tum kabhi kabhi samajhte nahi ho shayad—
par meri life me tumhari value itni increase ho chuki hai
ki main tumhara birthday bhi casually wish nahi kar sakti.
Tum ho to baatein easy ho jaati hain,
tum naraz ho to atmosphere hi heavy lagta hai.
Tumhari presence hi enough hoti hai mujhe calm karne ke liye.
Aur tumhari silence bhi impact daal deti hai.
Aaj dil se dua karti hoon:
✨ Allah tumhari life me hamesha ease rakhe
✨ Tumhara future bright ho
✨ Tumhari mehnat rang laaye
✨ Aur tumhara dil kabhi heavy na ho
Belated wish sahi,
but feelings sach me late nahi hoti.
Tumhara birthday kal tha…
par tum mere dimaag me poora din,
poori raat,
poori feelings ke saath the.
Belated Happy Birthday, Vinu.
From the girl who didn’t wish on time
only because she wanted it to feel perfect for you. 🤍✨
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