Hey guys, how are you? Every day, it's being a new day and a new challenge, I'm still having trouble eating and sleeping, but I guess these are the things that happen normally with grief. I already picked up my stuff in Edu's apartment, I got to keep some furniture and other things that his family wouldn't use anyways, and since half of the stuff we bought together, the things, in his absence, were mine anyways.
I'm trying to pick up the pieces and move on, but I know these things don't go as fast as we all wish it would, and grief is something mysterious that we only know how we are going to deal with when it happens.
I've had been through grief several times in my life and every single one of these times were completely different. I saw my grandparents die, I thought that was normal because they had lived a lot, more than enough, but then my dad died at 59 years old and a year after that, Edu dies at 49 years old. That's way too young, the brain still doesn't understands why, it's hard to explain to yourself why such things happens, they just do.
Well, it's a rainy Saturday and it's washing the second week that he is gone. I miss him dearly and thank God I had all the support you guys gave me, collecting clips of him singing and keeping his memory alive, not just for me, but for all people that cared for him. Thanks again u all ❤️
Indieokee
Hey guys, how are you? Every day, it's being a new day and a new challenge, I'm still having trouble eating and sleeping, but I guess these are the things that happen normally with grief. I already picked up my stuff in Edu's apartment, I got to keep some furniture and other things that his family wouldn't use anyways, and since half of the stuff we bought together, the things, in his absence, were mine anyways.
I'm trying to pick up the pieces and move on, but I know these things don't go as fast as we all wish it would, and grief is something mysterious that we only know how we are going to deal with when it happens.
I've had been through grief several times in my life and every single one of these times were completely different. I saw my grandparents die, I thought that was normal because they had lived a lot, more than enough, but then my dad died at 59 years old and a year after that, Edu dies at 49 years old. That's way too young, the brain still doesn't understands why, it's hard to explain to yourself why such things happens, they just do.
Well, it's a rainy Saturday and it's washing the second week that he is gone. I miss him dearly and thank God I had all the support you guys gave me, collecting clips of him singing and keeping his memory alive, not just for me, but for all people that cared for him. Thanks again u all ❤️
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