Hello! Wow, it's been a little while! Have have you all been? I'm hoping you're all doing great :) If you didn't really know before, I am on a "break". This "break" has helped me focus on my studies more and other topics that interest me. For example, I love writing, and have been writing a novel! Since singing is also very dear to me I have given song writing a try and want to try to record music. If I want to record, though, I need to practice more with my vocals and will need to teach myself to play the piano lol TvT I have had more time to spend with my family and friends in real life which is super important to me as well. I have been less stressed! It's upsetting for me to finally say this, but I've been thinking about this really greatly this past month. The "break" was a bit of an excuse. I realized that I'm kind of growing out of gacha. This realization has kind of been floating in my head ever since the end of summer, mainly around the fan art contest. I thought that by changing my OC it would give me a bit of a "fresh start", but it really didn't feel that way at all. I am almost 16 and am beginning to learn how to drive. Goodness, I can even start looking at colleges next year if I wanted to. Idk everyone, I just feel like I'm outgrowing gacha and am moving past that stage in my life. It was a super happy phase don't get me wrong, but I'm getting older and other factors are playing into my life. A job, school, friends, driving, etc. I don't really find joy in creating videos nowadays. I really like seeing that my videos make you guys happy, but making them does not give me the same pleasure. Do you all kinda get what I'm saying?? NONE of you are to blame. I love each and every one of you and the support you have given this channel is insane. In fact, seeing you guys and your comments is in fact why I have stayed on this channel for as long as I have. This lack of interest in content-making is just a personal struggle of mine right now and I truly apologize.
This is not a goodbye message, and I am absolutely NOT quitting content creating right now. I just thought that I would bring this up because it has been a concern of mine for a bit. If I do eventually leave this channel, I will give a proper goodbye and make a final video for all of you. However, I didn't want to make a goodbye video abruptly. I wanted to kind of sink this message in a little bit so you all may see the gist of why I haven't been active. I really hope you understand, and still feel very sorry. Comment below if you have any questions. I love you all, thank you for being understanding and patient for the time being ❤️
*.☆ 𝐁𝐮𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐆𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐚 ☆.*
Hello! Wow, it's been a little while!
Have have you all been? I'm hoping you're all doing great :)
If you didn't really know before, I am on a "break". This "break" has helped me focus on my studies more and other topics that interest me. For example, I love writing, and have been writing a novel! Since singing is also very dear to me I have given song writing a try and want to try to record music. If I want to record, though, I need to practice more with my vocals and will need to teach myself to play the piano lol TvT
I have had more time to spend with my family and friends in real life which is super important to me as well. I have been less stressed!
It's upsetting for me to finally say this, but I've been thinking about this really greatly this past month. The "break" was a bit of an excuse.
I realized that I'm kind of growing out of gacha. This realization has kind of been floating in my head ever since the end of summer, mainly around the fan art contest. I thought that by changing my OC it would give me a bit of a "fresh start", but it really didn't feel that way at all.
I am almost 16 and am beginning to learn how to drive. Goodness, I can even start looking at colleges next year if I wanted to. Idk everyone, I just feel like I'm outgrowing gacha and am moving past that stage in my life. It was a super happy phase don't get me wrong, but I'm getting older and other factors are playing into my life. A job, school, friends, driving, etc.
I don't really find joy in creating videos nowadays. I really like seeing that my videos make you guys happy, but making them does not give me the same pleasure. Do you all kinda get what I'm saying??
NONE of you are to blame. I love each and every one of you and the support you have given this channel is insane. In fact, seeing you guys and your comments is in fact why I have stayed on this channel for as long as I have. This lack of interest in content-making is just a personal struggle of mine right now and I truly apologize.
This is not a goodbye message, and I am absolutely NOT quitting content creating right now. I just thought that I would bring this up because it has been a concern of mine for a bit. If I do eventually leave this channel, I will give a proper goodbye and make a final video for all of you. However, I didn't want to make a goodbye video abruptly. I wanted to kind of sink this message in a little bit so you all may see the gist of why I haven't been active. I really hope you understand, and still feel very sorry.
Comment below if you have any questions. I love you all, thank you for being understanding and patient for the time being ❤️
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