I don't have much else to say beyond that. Other than the fact that my life has been an absolute rollercoaster of events and that doesn't seem to be stopping anytime soon. At times, I've felt like I was at the peak of my life, then at other times I've felt like I was at rock bottom. And right now? Eh, leaning towards the latter.
But I guess it's something I just gotta learn to deal with. I'm a pessimist, but I'm also a realist. Sometimes life just fucks you over because it feels like it and the only thing you can do is move forward. And that's what I try to do. There have been so many situations where I've felt like I could just snap, but I knew it wouldn't actually help me or do anything. So I'm not gonna bother trying. I'm just gonna keep working with what I got and see how it goes from there. There's nothing else I can do, honestly.
You know, I'm almost certain that there are a shitton of people out there who are just praying for my downfall. People who hate my guts for either the most harmless shit ever or just existing. But honestly? That just gives me motivation to keep trying. To make sure those people know that I'm gonna be sticking around and there's nothing they can do about that. If I have to put up with them, they have to put up with me. So I'll just keep doing what I love and let other people complain about it.
While I'm here, I guess I should give some sort of channel update. So, remember when I announced that rap battle between Goku Black and Seelkadoom? Well, I can confirm that half of the battle is complete, and I still hope to release it by the end of the year. It's just been getting harder to cooperate with people to finish the project and frankly it's pretty frustrating. But I won't give up. I know things have to work out eventually. I've gotten this far.
Speaking of Seelkadoom, I've gotten a few entries for the 20th Anniversary Collab, which is appreciated. But I would like to see more people engage and really make this a thing. Because it'd be awesome.
And like I said in a previous post, I still have other things that I WANT to do before the end of the year. Whether I'll actually do them is another question entirely, but we'll see what happens. I will say that they're funny and interesting ideas, though.
Well, that's all I wanted to say. 20 years, huh? Let's see if I can double that at least.
Al-Ameen Adewunmi
Well, it's my birthday today. I'm 20 now.
I don't have much else to say beyond that. Other than the fact that my life has been an absolute rollercoaster of events and that doesn't seem to be stopping anytime soon. At times, I've felt like I was at the peak of my life, then at other times I've felt like I was at rock bottom. And right now? Eh, leaning towards the latter.
But I guess it's something I just gotta learn to deal with. I'm a pessimist, but I'm also a realist. Sometimes life just fucks you over because it feels like it and the only thing you can do is move forward. And that's what I try to do. There have been so many situations where I've felt like I could just snap, but I knew it wouldn't actually help me or do anything. So I'm not gonna bother trying. I'm just gonna keep working with what I got and see how it goes from there. There's nothing else I can do, honestly.
You know, I'm almost certain that there are a shitton of people out there who are just praying for my downfall. People who hate my guts for either the most harmless shit ever or just existing. But honestly? That just gives me motivation to keep trying. To make sure those people know that I'm gonna be sticking around and there's nothing they can do about that. If I have to put up with them, they have to put up with me. So I'll just keep doing what I love and let other people complain about it.
While I'm here, I guess I should give some sort of channel update. So, remember when I announced that rap battle between Goku Black and Seelkadoom? Well, I can confirm that half of the battle is complete, and I still hope to release it by the end of the year. It's just been getting harder to cooperate with people to finish the project and frankly it's pretty frustrating. But I won't give up. I know things have to work out eventually. I've gotten this far.
Speaking of Seelkadoom, I've gotten a few entries for the 20th Anniversary Collab, which is appreciated. But I would like to see more people engage and really make this a thing. Because it'd be awesome.
And like I said in a previous post, I still have other things that I WANT to do before the end of the year. Whether I'll actually do them is another question entirely, but we'll see what happens. I will say that they're funny and interesting ideas, though.
Well, that's all I wanted to say. 20 years, huh? Let's see if I can double that at least.
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