Hi everyone, I just wanted to share a bit of an update on what’s been going on in my life.
You may have noticed that since I have gotten back from my trip I have been struggling to get through streams without crying. I feel so bad for crying and letting my emotions bleed out like this. I wanted to be strong and work like nothing is wrong but it is obvious that I can’t do that. Streaming requires you to be entertaining and happy and it’s just too much right now given everything going on.
I don’t want to share specifics of what happened, however something traumatic happened to me on my trip. I am trying to process that on top of dealing with my not great living situation. There are multiple things going on that are just overwhelming my ability to cope. I want to be strong for you but it is hard.
This all being said, this is not me announcing a hiatus or anything like that. I just wanted you all to understand why I may cancel streams/ be late to streams/ cry on stream. I am working super hard to overcome this as fast as I can! 🩷
Poma Pon Ch.【V4Mirai】
Hi everyone, I just wanted to share a bit of an update on what’s been going on in my life.
You may have noticed that since I have gotten back from my trip I have been struggling to get through streams without crying. I feel so bad for crying and letting my emotions bleed out like this. I wanted to be strong and work like nothing is wrong but it is obvious that I can’t do that. Streaming requires you to be entertaining and happy and it’s just too much right now given everything going on.
I don’t want to share specifics of what happened, however something traumatic happened to me on my trip. I am trying to process that on top of dealing with my not great living situation. There are multiple things going on that are just overwhelming my ability to cope. I want to be strong for you but it is hard.
This all being said, this is not me announcing a hiatus or anything like that. I just wanted you all to understand why I may cancel streams/ be late to streams/ cry on stream. I am working super hard to overcome this as fast as I can! 🩷
I love you!
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