Elmushterri

Hello, hi! 😭😭
This disappearance wasn’t a random dip in motivation, rather university just started again and I gotta put uni first and whatnot šŸ’”

I still have a bunch of video ideas and a bunch of stuff to do but I’d like to be a bit more open here.
I don’t just want to do rewrites and art, not that that’ll ever go away. I just also want to also do ā€˜me’ stuff. That does not mean vlogging. Honestly, most of what I do will still be what I’m doing now, cause it’s most fun for me.

But, and this is hard to admit 😭, I also do music. Not really rock or pop but this,.. Rabbitology, Aurora, whatever genre that is. (Folk, indie? Whimsycore?)

And I’m just wondering if you guys would be okay with seeing that too. I’m really conscious and critical about it, and I worry about it not meeting your standards. It’s definitely not the ol’ ā€œYouTuber turns into a singerā€ thing cause I’m not that kinda youtuber (CouGhGabbieHannaandCodyKo) and I’ve always been into music. I’ve gotten much better in the past year.

I know how to arrange music on software but since I’m not a proper producer it definitely ā€˜sounds indie’, but I try my best to make it clean as possible.

And unrelatedly here’s some pics from a photoshoot I did at my fencing club. (The first one is a real fencing position, the second is just dramatic. 😭)

So yeah I’d appreciate feedback on the idea of a silly spacey fencer singer artist.. thing. Again, the rewrites aren’t going anywhere ✨

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