hihii!!! ehmm so most people probably know by now and probably won’t even get this in their subscription page or tl but i thought i’d make a post so ye long story short, a lot of things changed in my life and i quit this channel
i wanna say a lot of the community posts that you’ll see on this channel was me going through a really rough time in my life and using yt and my interests as an outlet, which 100% backfired on me. thankfully, i’m doing much better now!!!! (shoutout to kyosaya for getting me on the path to self discovery and stuffs andnddd YEAH!!!! WOOOOO!!!!!!!! also shoutout to hooky + cucumber quest cus I LOOVEEE THEMM HELL YEHA!!!! i still haven’t quit my hooky agenda guys don’t worry,,) with that being said, i don’t really wanna associate myself with this channel anymore which is probably why i quit in the first place soo ehmm yeah!! idrk what to say for this sjkdksjsjsb (ㆀ˘･з･˘) BASICALLYYY… what i think i’m trying to say is that i think this channel showed more of the ugly sides of me than my good sides, and i don’t want people to just associate me with all of my bad sides. if i’m ever super active on yt again on my alt, (which is my main now!) i want to be as authentic as possible. it was definitely hard for me to do that on this channel since i very clearly wasn’t being authentic with myself, but trust me when i say i’ve gotten better at being true to myself!!!
i’m not really sure what else to say, but if anybody like wants to talk to me abt anything for whatever reason at all please reach out to my pin (mewwmelo) first :D you can also comment too it’s js i’d prefer pin!
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hihii!!! ehmm so most people probably know by now and probably won’t even get this in their subscription page or tl but i thought i’d make a post so ye
long story short, a lot of things changed in my life and i quit this channel
i wanna say a lot of the community posts that you’ll see on this channel was me going through a really rough time in my life and using yt and my interests as an outlet, which 100% backfired on me. thankfully, i’m doing much better now!!!! (shoutout to kyosaya for getting me on the path to self discovery and stuffs andnddd YEAH!!!! WOOOOO!!!!!!!! also shoutout to hooky + cucumber quest cus I LOOVEEE THEMM HELL YEHA!!!! i still haven’t quit my hooky agenda guys don’t worry,,) with that being said, i don’t really wanna associate myself with this channel anymore which is probably why i quit in the first place soo ehmm yeah!! idrk what to say for this sjkdksjsjsb (ㆀ˘･з･˘) BASICALLYYY… what i think i’m trying to say is that i think this channel showed more of the ugly sides of me than my good sides, and i don’t want people to just associate me with all of my bad sides. if i’m ever super active on yt again on my alt, (which is my main now!) i want to be as authentic as possible. it was definitely hard for me to do that on this channel since i very clearly wasn’t being authentic with myself, but trust me when i say i’ve gotten better at being true to myself!!!
i’m not really sure what else to say, but if anybody like wants to talk to me abt anything for whatever reason at all please reach out to my pin (mewwmelo) first :D you can also comment too it’s js i’d prefer pin!
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