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🌼 :: RANDOM YAPP OF THE DAY #day6

(warning: school mention… sorry 😭)

For today’s yap I don’t really have anything special in mind—it’s more of a life update, since I feel like I’ve been pretty inactive here.

So, about this school year…
I’m going into 9th grade, which is honestly one of the most complicated years. I’m most likely gonna try to change schools and move to a bilingual one. That would mean entrance tests → tutoring → time… and time is exactly what I don’t have.

The whole process is extra complicated because I’m already in an 8-year gymnasium (6th grade → 13th). But I still want (or should) switch schools for better opportunities. The problem is, I don’t even know if I really want to. On one hand, a bilingual (English) school feels like the better option because I know I want to leave Slovakia the second I can. But on the other hand… I barely survived 8th grade with like 2–3 hours of sleep every day. Do I wanna go through worse?

And it’s not just the tests. We have these projects we need to present to random students, and I don’t even know my theme yet. Plus, I absolutely suck at presenting or speaking in front of people, so yeah… that’s gonna be fun. Then there’s the national 9th grade testing in Slovakia. It’s completely useless for me (since I’m already in gymnasium), but the teachers are definitely gonna make a huge deal out of it.

So yeah, I’m already doubting if I’ll be mentally okay this year. Yay.

Sorry for dumping my dilemmas here, but I needed to write it somewhere, and I know mostly just my friends read these anyway.

Now about this channel:
If things get complicated, I’ll try to post and maybe schedule stuff because I genuinely love this community. But if it gets too much, I’d probably go on a short hiatus instead of quitting—because quitting isn’t happening. During that time, I’d still try to comment on other people’s stuff, just not upload myself. That feels like a good plan, right?

Anyway, I should stop thinking about school—I still have summer to enjoy. I’m going on holiday to Slovenia soon, so idk how active I’ll be, but let’s be real—I’m too glued to my phone to disappear completely.

Speaking of that, I have a long video in production that I really wanna finish before September (pic 2 for spoiler šŸ‘€). Honestly, I’m shocked how the ranking turned out—I didn’t expect it at all, but my #1 is obvious.

Also, can we talk about Young Posse’s comeback??? Another potential SOTY and even AOTY for me. Yeah, I realize I’m biased, but they ate this comeback. What I don’t get though… are the reactions. (Check pic 3: the globe ones are international averages, the ones on the right are my ratings, and the one on top is my album score). People… 😭 I’m never beating the ā€œweird tasteā€ accusations, huh? Oh well.

Anyway—how are you guys doing? 🫶

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