Hi everyone… Recently I don't feel well emotionally and today I dare to tell you my sad story of how it all started. My real name is Hernán Cortés Sarti (José is my second name and Sarti is my second last name), I'm 18 and a half years old, I'm from Chile and I have Asperger syndrome (autism). I like K-Pop since 2017 and my favorite group is BTS (방탄소년단). I love them so much that I even wanted to go to one of their concerts. That concert was called: "THE WINGS TOUR IN CHILE", but sadly I couldn't go because the tickets were sold out. And that made me enter a depression that remains inside me to this day. Every day I cry and pray for BTS to come to Chile again. But to this day they have not come. The last thing I know is that the Chilean airport made a post on Twitter talking about a BTS comeback. But I don't know if that's true and to this day BigHit/HYBE haven't confirmed anything. And the other thing I want to tell you is that in my personal life I almost have no friends. The few friends I have hardly speak to me or ignore me. I also tell you that I really like Asian culture and I go to shopping malls to look for Asian people to say hello and practice my language skills. Sometimes they greet me well and even give me their phone number, but other times they greet me badly and even turn their backs on me and run away as if I were a stalker when in fact I am not. Especially with people from China, I try to be as friendly as possible with them and I want to speak to them in Chinese because although I have a basic level of communication, I can still pronounce the language quite well. The same thing happens to me with the Koreans and the Japanese, but the difference is that they are not as closed as the Chinese and they are also more respectful. So with the Koreans and the Japanese I still hold a very important affection for them. Especially with the Koreans because I attend a Korean church in Chile and since I entered for the first time they received me very well. And from there they incorporated me into their church and I joined their youth group and from there I met my few friends whom I consider as friends. That is why I have a very important respect for them and that is why I try to be Korean and Asian in general even though I am not of that race. That's why on this channel I completely changed my content to Color Coded Lyrics to gain more subscribers and find more friends. But still I need more and I would like to capture the Korean and Asian audience in general. And the other thing I wanted to tell you about is that because of my autism it's hard for me to speak a little and that's why it's hard for me to modulate. And although it may seem less important to you, it is for me because that makes it difficult for me to learn languages and pronounce complicated words. And the last thing I wanted to tell you is that I have a dream that I would like to share with you, and it is to participate in some K-Pop Survival Reality Show like PRODUCE 101. I know it sounds difficult but it is my dream and I have always wanted to do it but I have never had the opportunity because I don't have a lot of time and space to audition. And besides, I don't care if I win or lose. What matters to me is participating and making an effort in the program. Well all I wanted to tell you the truth is that it affects me a lot. Especially seeing BTS that the truth is that I don't want BTS to go to military service. I don't want to stay alone in this world crying and without friends to comfort me. That is why I ask you to continue supporting me, because that really encourages me a lot and I can keep going despite the obstacles. I hope I can continue with you because you are my only friends here. Thanks for listening… 💜😢💜
José Sarti
Hi everyone… Recently I don't feel well emotionally and today I dare to tell you my sad story of how it all started. My real name is Hernán Cortés Sarti (José is my second name and Sarti is my second last name), I'm 18 and a half years old, I'm from Chile and I have Asperger syndrome (autism). I like K-Pop since 2017 and my favorite group is BTS (방탄소년단). I love them so much that I even wanted to go to one of their concerts. That concert was called: "THE WINGS TOUR IN CHILE", but sadly I couldn't go because the tickets were sold out. And that made me enter a depression that remains inside me to this day. Every day I cry and pray for BTS to come to Chile again. But to this day they have not come. The last thing I know is that the Chilean airport made a post on Twitter talking about a BTS comeback. But I don't know if that's true and to this day BigHit/HYBE haven't confirmed anything. And the other thing I want to tell you is that in my personal life I almost have no friends. The few friends I have hardly speak to me or ignore me. I also tell you that I really like Asian culture and I go to shopping malls to look for Asian people to say hello and practice my language skills. Sometimes they greet me well and even give me their phone number, but other times they greet me badly and even turn their backs on me and run away as if I were a stalker when in fact I am not. Especially with people from China, I try to be as friendly as possible with them and I want to speak to them in Chinese because although I have a basic level of communication, I can still pronounce the language quite well. The same thing happens to me with the Koreans and the Japanese, but the difference is that they are not as closed as the Chinese and they are also more respectful. So with the Koreans and the Japanese I still hold a very important affection for them. Especially with the Koreans because I attend a Korean church in Chile and since I entered for the first time they received me very well. And from there they incorporated me into their church and I joined their youth group and from there I met my few friends whom I consider as friends. That is why I have a very important respect for them and that is why I try to be Korean and Asian in general even though I am not of that race. That's why on this channel I completely changed my content to Color Coded Lyrics to gain more subscribers and find more friends. But still I need more and I would like to capture the Korean and Asian audience in general. And the other thing I wanted to tell you about is that because of my autism it's hard for me to speak a little and that's why it's hard for me to modulate. And although it may seem less important to you, it is for me because that makes it difficult for me to learn languages and pronounce complicated words. And the last thing I wanted to tell you is that I have a dream that I would like to share with you, and it is to participate in some K-Pop Survival Reality Show like PRODUCE 101. I know it sounds difficult but it is my dream and I have always wanted to do it but I have never had the opportunity because I don't have a lot of time and space to audition. And besides, I don't care if I win or lose. What matters to me is participating and making an effort in the program. Well all I wanted to tell you the truth is that it affects me a lot. Especially seeing BTS that the truth is that I don't want BTS to go to military service. I don't want to stay alone in this world crying and without friends to comfort me. That is why I ask you to continue supporting me, because that really encourages me a lot and I can keep going despite the obstacles. I hope I can continue with you because you are my only friends here. Thanks for listening… 💜😢💜
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