The other day I received a comment where I am these days. I saw but I didn't have it in me to react to it, I'm sorry. But know that it means a lot to me to be actually missed on this platform, to know that my edits have some sort of postitive impact on your life. I'm not in the best mental health these days. I could fool even close friends online for that matter. But the truth it everything looks rather bleak and catastrophize a lot. I lost touch wiht my creativity and struggle to see an edit as something more than a chore. Most edits live in my head rent-free and never make its way into Vegas. Truth be told, I don't know how to come back from this as my life is the trigger for my dark mood and that it is not changing anytime soon. I wish I could go back two years. I feel like I did not make the most of them, irl and editing wise. There are so many things left untouched. But I miss how I used to be, hopeful and cheerful with sheer liimitless stamina and productivity. I hope this version of me will find its way back. Thank you for reading my ramblings and for your continued support!
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The other day I received a comment where I am these days. I saw but I didn't have it in me to react to it, I'm sorry. But know that it means a lot to me to be actually missed on this platform, to know that my edits have some sort of postitive impact on your life.
I'm not in the best mental health these days. I could fool even close friends online for that matter. But the truth it everything looks rather bleak and catastrophize a lot. I lost touch wiht my creativity and struggle to see an edit as something more than a chore. Most edits live in my head rent-free and never make its way into Vegas.
Truth be told, I don't know how to come back from this as my life is the trigger for my dark mood and that it is not changing anytime soon. I wish I could go back two years. I feel like I did not make the most of them, irl and editing wise. There are so many things left untouched. But I miss how I used to be, hopeful and cheerful with sheer liimitless stamina and productivity. I hope this version of me will find its way back. Thank you for reading my ramblings and for your continued support!
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