HERE- I want you to see it already! The improved versions of my characters.
This was 8 years ahead from their previous self, this IS their older selves. My babies are at their mid 20's now >w<
Things became complicated in my life, I was still in the process of discovering myself. And thought coming back would help with it. Something unexpected happened right after, nothing big, I just need to tackle it first before this channel.
Being famous isn't all glamorous. I was faced with unnecessary drama from some of my friends, the mistreatment I had because of my fame, how even the tiniest action you make can result in huge backlashes. It all corrupted me
I never knew it destroyed me until I started healing, which was after I quit. I do meet so much gachatubers, but I had friends who were understanding enough to see me as me, without my privilege or flaws. Who'd be there even when I was accused for bad things.
I've been healing to this day, those friends who hurt me are out of my world. I didn't mention this in my last video because I was scared of being backlashes again then, but now, I know all of you are understanding enough to see the OTHER reason why I quit, Trauma.
Something that is out of my life. I'm proud of how far I've gone.
Pokie Pizza
HERE- I want you to see it already! The improved versions of my characters.
This was 8 years ahead from their previous self, this IS their older selves. My babies are at their mid 20's now >w<
Things became complicated in my life, I was still in the process of discovering myself. And thought coming back would help with it. Something unexpected happened right after, nothing big, I just need to tackle it first before this channel.
Being famous isn't all glamorous. I was faced with unnecessary drama from some of my friends, the mistreatment I had because of my fame, how even the tiniest action you make can result in huge backlashes. It all corrupted me
I never knew it destroyed me until I started healing, which was after I quit. I do meet so much gachatubers, but I had friends who were understanding enough to see me as me, without my privilege or flaws. Who'd be there even when I was accused for bad things.
I've been healing to this day, those friends who hurt me are out of my world. I didn't mention this in my last video because I was scared of being backlashes again then, but now, I know all of you are understanding enough to see the OTHER reason why I quit, Trauma.
Something that is out of my life. I'm proud of how far I've gone.
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