Honestly, I feel like a curse... I can’t make anyone truly happy... at the end of the day I end up broken myself... In this world I want to give everyone priority... but the ones who love me a little more always get jealous... there will never be peace until they learn to leave this jealousy behind... You all already know what kind of bond I have with @Glamarous_glows “Kopal”... 😅 When a new bestie comes I always try my best to make them feel 100% special... but when I started giving “Jen” a little more priority “Kopal” got upset... By priority I mean... she used to write me long paragraphs making me feel special... and I shared those with everyone... That’s why I made a video with “Kopal” to calm her anger... saying so many things... but now I’ve hurt @Jenxpetals “Jen”... She told me... “In search of gold, I lost my diamond”... 😅 The truth is... you all are diamonds to me...
Because of my exams I can’t reply to everyone on time... and even when I do it’s often late... but is that really my fault?...
Now the last thing I want to say is... can anyone ever keep everyone’s heart happy equally in this world?... I don’t know... but I swear I always try to give everyone first priority the same way they treat me... so now the final decision is... should I leave YouTube?... because otherwise I don’t think I’ll ever be good enough for anyone...
I’m really sorry again “Jen”... 😅 This breaks me too... my eyes are filled with tears... and I have nothing more left to say... 🫶🏻
Rxh!
Honestly, I feel like a curse... I can’t make anyone truly happy... at the end of the day I end up broken myself... In this world I want to give everyone priority... but the ones who love me a little more always get jealous... there will never be peace until they learn to leave this jealousy behind... You all already know what kind of bond I have with @Glamarous_glows “Kopal”... 😅 When a new bestie comes I always try my best to make them feel 100% special... but when I started giving “Jen” a little more priority “Kopal” got upset... By priority I mean... she used to write me long paragraphs making me feel special... and I shared those with everyone... That’s why I made a video with “Kopal” to calm her anger... saying so many things... but now I’ve hurt @Jenxpetals “Jen”... She told me... “In search of gold, I lost my diamond”... 😅 The truth is... you all are diamonds to me...
Because of my exams I can’t reply to everyone on time... and even when I do it’s often late... but is that really my fault?...
Now the last thing I want to say is... can anyone ever keep everyone’s heart happy equally in this world?... I don’t know... but I swear I always try to give everyone first priority the same way they treat me... so now the final decision is... should I leave YouTube?... because otherwise I don’t think I’ll ever be good enough for anyone...
I’m really sorry again “Jen”... 😅 This breaks me too... my eyes are filled with tears... and I have nothing more left to say... 🫶🏻
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