This past week I had alot on my mind after my last vid on call of duty mobile. I simply like the game and wanna persue posting that kind of gaming content. BUT there are some "feelings inside me" Of my community of my animation and identity as MASKED ANIMATOR. I honestly almost shed a tear but yet feels so empty after seeing my past shorts comments and my posts on reaching my goals ðŸ˜. And after that i have 2 different people on my mind that says post animations and the other post codm, its hard to post different content especially with codm being strict on its content creators.
Aside from those what i was feeling.. I dont know "WHAT CONTENT" i should focus on! The reason why back then i kept uploading EVEN if its once a month or a messed up schedule... Its because of you guys! The supporters and my beloved viewers! And the second reason is that i reached 16k+ subs yet im still not monetized.. I SEEN MY FRIEND ONLY HAS 4K AND GOT MONETIZED. I honestly dont have hope on youtube because of that. But seeing you guys happy and enjoying my content boosts me up 🥲☺
2025 is over and i really wanna turn things around my YouTube career. This is the only news you receive for me.
And whoever has time reading this and has been supporting me. Thank you.. Thank you so much and i love you..
Masked Blud
I SIMPLY CANT CHOOSE! ðŸ˜.
This past week I had alot on my mind after my last vid on call of duty mobile. I simply like the game and wanna persue posting that kind of gaming content. BUT there are some "feelings inside me" Of my community of my animation and identity as MASKED ANIMATOR. I honestly almost shed a tear but yet feels so empty after seeing my past shorts comments and my posts on reaching my goals ðŸ˜. And after that i have 2 different people on my mind that says post animations and the other post codm, its hard to post different content especially with codm being strict on its content creators.
Aside from those what i was feeling.. I dont know "WHAT CONTENT" i should focus on! The reason why back then i kept uploading EVEN if its once a month or a messed up schedule... Its because of you guys! The supporters and my beloved viewers! And the second reason is that i reached 16k+ subs yet im still not monetized.. I SEEN MY FRIEND ONLY HAS 4K AND GOT MONETIZED. I honestly dont have hope on youtube because of that. But seeing you guys happy and enjoying my content boosts me up 🥲☺
2025 is over and i really wanna turn things around my YouTube career. This is the only news you receive for me.
And whoever has time reading this and has been supporting me. Thank you.. Thank you so much and i love you..
(I really felt emotional typing this out 😥)
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