Alice, whatever you posted is something I cannot see because I was offline and so I cannot respond as it auto deleted, I'm sorry for missing it I feel for you today and I understand why this is extremely hard for you š wishing you all the best ā¤ļøā
2 months ago | 0
Ali_In_Wonderland
Nobody understands what it is like to grow up without a father.
Nobody knows what it's like when the father's birthday comes along and you're all moody and everyone is mad at you for it.
Nobody knows what it's like when you are the only one who cares to celebrate your father on his birthday.
Nobody knows what it's like to celebrate everyone else's fathers on father's day but not your own.
Nobody knows what it's like to hear everyone talk about how their fathers "almost" died when yours is really dead.
Nobody knows what it's like when your birthday comes along and that's how you know how long it's been because he died just months from your 1st birthday.
Nobody knows what it's like to pretend you're okay when someone talks about their father when you're not.
Nobody knows what it's like to talk to a picture every night before bed.
Nobody knows just how much that ring means to me.
Nobody understands me.
Nobody knows.
Nobody could ever care.
Nobody.
2 months ago | [YT] | 1