Seven years ago I posted my first Youtube video during a slow summer's day after binge watching cheesy Sonamy edit videos. When I first started making videos I had nothing but Windows Live Movie Maker and my special interest with Sonic The Hedgehog, and my ability to write. That pushed me on to carry a YT fanfic series, and then create my very own YT fanfic series. The first episode got up to 31K views, and so I spent literally all of my time and energy into creating and finishing that series. Throughout that time I slowly learned how to edit and make videos, and that in turn also blossomed my love of drawing and making my own original content.
Now, in 2022, as a 21 year old, my YouTube channel finally broke 2,000 subscribers and is now at a sub count that I nearly constantly imagined I would reach. But, even with the 'success', I still found myself feeling like something was missing. This was simply because the main roots of this youtube channel dream of mine was to be able to make my own full animated YT series by now, and I was always so disappointed in myself for still not being able to achieve that dream.
To put it simply I am absolutely going to continue making edits and whatever the hell I can spawn onto this channel from my brain, but just be aware that even if I seem inactive I promise I'm watching this channel. I've been reading every single YT comment that I'm notified of, I've been keeping note of what my followers are watching and reacting to the most, and I see you. I see all of you. I don't mean for this to sound creepy but dammit this is me being genuine. So just know, even if I'm not posting videos, it's for good reason.
Back in August I've started working at a retail job, and I've been trying to promote my art and my channel here whenever I can to get side commissions, but ofc that hasn't quite been working out like I imagined. So whenever I've been at home and when I got the energy for it I've been spending a good majority of my time improving on my art and getting to know my animation program. I have SO FUCKING MANY ideas that I want to bring to you all, and so many things that would give so many of you pure serotonin from seeing. I started making videos purely because I wanted to make content that I wanted to see in the world, and seeing the response that people get from enjoying that in turn makes me the happiest fucking person alive.
I have so much I wanna talk about and tell about, but truth be told I already know I write way too much so I'm going to try to keep this short(er). To make a long story short thank you so fucking much for three thousand subscribers, I applied to work on the Spindle Horse animation team to help make Helluva Boss episodes, my soul is slowly being rung dry by my job, but I'm doing everything I can to keep making things that I think are worth seeing and keeping that same mindset that I had when I was a teen starting a channel so many years ago. Thank you for reading, and if this gets enough attention I'll consider making polls so my audience can vote for which ideas they want me to focus on making next. You're awesome <3
Cyan Sky
Seven years ago I posted my first Youtube video during a slow summer's day after binge watching cheesy Sonamy edit videos. When I first started making videos I had nothing but Windows Live Movie Maker and my special interest with Sonic The Hedgehog, and my ability to write. That pushed me on to carry a YT fanfic series, and then create my very own YT fanfic series. The first episode got up to 31K views, and so I spent literally all of my time and energy into creating and finishing that series. Throughout that time I slowly learned how to edit and make videos, and that in turn also blossomed my love of drawing and making my own original content.
Now, in 2022, as a 21 year old, my YouTube channel finally broke 2,000 subscribers and is now at a sub count that I nearly constantly imagined I would reach. But, even with the 'success', I still found myself feeling like something was missing. This was simply because the main roots of this youtube channel dream of mine was to be able to make my own full animated YT series by now, and I was always so disappointed in myself for still not being able to achieve that dream.
To put it simply I am absolutely going to continue making edits and whatever the hell I can spawn onto this channel from my brain, but just be aware that even if I seem inactive I promise I'm watching this channel. I've been reading every single YT comment that I'm notified of, I've been keeping note of what my followers are watching and reacting to the most, and I see you. I see all of you. I don't mean for this to sound creepy but dammit this is me being genuine. So just know, even if I'm not posting videos, it's for good reason.
Back in August I've started working at a retail job, and I've been trying to promote my art and my channel here whenever I can to get side commissions, but ofc that hasn't quite been working out like I imagined. So whenever I've been at home and when I got the energy for it I've been spending a good majority of my time improving on my art and getting to know my animation program. I have SO FUCKING MANY ideas that I want to bring to you all, and so many things that would give so many of you pure serotonin from seeing. I started making videos purely because I wanted to make content that I wanted to see in the world, and seeing the response that people get from enjoying that in turn makes me the happiest fucking person alive.
I have so much I wanna talk about and tell about, but truth be told I already know I write way too much so I'm going to try to keep this short(er). To make a long story short thank you so fucking much for three thousand subscribers, I applied to work on the Spindle Horse animation team to help make Helluva Boss episodes, my soul is slowly being rung dry by my job, but I'm doing everything I can to keep making things that I think are worth seeing and keeping that same mindset that I had when I was a teen starting a channel so many years ago. Thank you for reading, and if this gets enough attention I'll consider making polls so my audience can vote for which ideas they want me to focus on making next. You're awesome <3
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