Bebo Senpai YT

It's Crazi how I feel sleepy all day. . .

But during nights, I don't feel sleepy at all. . .

It's really annoying, can't even stay awake or can't even sleep. . .

I wonder why, probably because I stay up all night like until 7 am. . .

So maybe my body thinks I'm supposed to stay up during night and sleep during the day. . .

But whatever, I really can't take naps during the day because it will completely mess up my routine. . .

I thought during school days, I will fix it. . .

But here I am sleeping at 5 am, even though I have school at 7 am. . .

Y'all be wondering, how I'm even alive atp. . .

And I'm wondering that too, maybe I might be guest of some days. . .

Because as you can see, my health is really messed up rn. . .

All that because of loneliness that i feel at night. . .

I honestly never felt this until nowadays. . .

This all started to happen since I'm kept on getting traumatic occurrence. . .

Whether it's lost of someone, or something idk. . .

But atleast i dont feel it all day, only during the night time. . .

And I doesn't stop eating like I stopped back then. . .

So yeah I'm just rn idk what I am rn, but it what it is ig. . .

I'm just hoping next year is be good because this year is now might be my last year. . .

Anyways, have a nice day/night ~ ✨

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