Big respect to all the people in the comments who wrote "I can relate" and started giving life advices
1 month ago | 20
Your not alone, Everyone had suffered at one point. I almost reached my death point due to my father's death. It may seem like a endless hole of suffer, but your gonna go through it, I believe in you.
1 month ago | 8
It's okay Khan, hope you get better soon, this fandom can be toxic just like people, and I can relate to having a hole in my heart ever since the series ended. Get better soon and remember that alought of people care about you despite alought of people that you thought did ended out not
1 month ago (edited) | 6
I get how you feel, believe me I know same thing happened to me and it was hard to deal with but it gets better, man to man we both hit our limit but it’s not over yet
1 month ago | 5
Khan, I really Hope 2026 will be MUCH better for You 🙏💚 (2024 was My Bad Year with stuff Similar to this, so, I can Understand how You feel her
1 month ago (edited) | 10
Damn, honestly dude? I can relate, ever since MD ended, it left a empty void in me no show could fill because of how rushed it was and how much missed potential there was, and fans who tried to criticize the show were harassed or demonized by the fandom like Vanitymoth. And then the general freakynes of the fandom and how it’s hierarchy worked. And my best friends kept leaving me, just today I was kicked from a friend group. I’m so sorry for you… life just isn’t fair
1 month ago | 4
It’s alright khan, I felt that same pain back in 7th grade, and it still happens today on the internet. when I was in 7th grade, when you like something that everyone hates, the students will bully you from day 1 of school to the end of the year, my teachers didn’t care but the principal did what he could do best, it was a horrible year. It still happened on present day back on the glitch inn server a few months ago when they announced their Minecraft server, it made what I thought would be a good summer to a devastating depression, I cancelled my subscription and promised to never return to this day. I even have a couple of glitch inn friends that now a days never talk to me. Sure there was some good stuff that happened like a New Switch 2 and Silksong finally released, they can cure part of your mental illness when you are having a bad time but I wouldn’t recommend it being a 24/7 thing. I hope you are doing alright 👍, You are not alone suffering through these tough times, I too am on the same page as you. Have a great October Khan Goatman. I wish you a happy Halloween ❤ -Ian Andrew Falte
1 month ago | 3
I can relate to you on this year being the worst in a while Everything just seen to had gone wrong But one thing I will say which helped it turn around for me was being introduced to Murder Drones by my favourite cousin Since I got into the show my mental had also started to see some improvement while slow it improved And the people I’ve spoke to cause of this show is mad So while I can only imagine what the fandom would’ve been like back in its day I’m appreciative off the people I’ve met because of it e.g you and the discord Anyways early morning rant over Have a good day and stay safe 🙏
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I hope life gets better for you next year or soon for you Kahn, i am sure your fans and other friends are here for you man. Get better soon. ❤
1 month ago | 0
You’re not alone :( I know for a fact a lot of people online care about you and you’re a lot of people fav MD tuber like for me your my fav :3 you don’t need a large friend group even just 1 or 2 or 3 friends are enough if you know the will stay with you forever. Who knows maybe getting into another fandom like still living murder drones but taking a break and going to a different fandom with different friends! Trust me maybe someone online or irl will stick with you forever. I know the feeling. Hope you’re doing better and have a good day 🫂
1 month ago | 0
Everyone's had one of those times, where u legit feel like you hit rock bottom Also,its okay to vent, in fact, i like when channels vent! Its make me comfortable knowing that the person behind the vids i watch is an actual human with feelings, plus , you get to know the person better
1 month ago | 0
Fuck anyone who gave up on you or ditched you man. I have a pretty shitty life too, but I was able to find friends that stick with me. Good luck finding some that will do the same for you buddy👍🏻
1 month ago | 4
Honestly I feel the same. I’ve been hurting, hatful, anger and straight up depressed since murder drones “ended” the “finale” if can even call it that was rushed, underwhelming, unsatisfying and it looked like there was just so much more to the show that felt missing. Its painful. I am a firm believer in a second season, but wouldn’t be mad about any continuation. But with how my mental health is and how my love for the series is slowly slipping away, the relationship between the series is a love hate relationship.
1 month ago | 0
“We all lose things. Our pasts. Our friends. Our minds. But we keep going. Keep fixing ourselves when we break. We may never be “perfect”... But we can get close enough.”- borderlands krieg
3 weeks ago | 0
Woah, I’m really sorry to hear that, Khan. I agree that there are some really toxic people in the MD fandom, but of course there is the saying “diamond in the rough”, meaning that there are also bound to be a lot of caring and supportive people there too, and I’m sure that they’ll be honoured to be friends with you. 👍
1 month ago | 0
KhanGoatman
I miss old times when i had no drama, being able to theorize on md stuff.. just pure fun.
Since MD Ended, it has created a huge hole within me. And add other personal shit to this year to. And you get one huge dumpster fire.
Right now its been my worst year yet. In terms of my mental being, behavior etc.
Friends i used to care a lot about either did smth bad and i cant speak to them as much. Or more painfully. *They quit on me.* had enough of me etc. It pains me. Im not saying everyone of my friends quit on me. Absolutely not. Its unfortunately just many mainly irl friends who quit on me this year.
Sorry for this slight vent here.
Have you all have a great day.
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