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Idk… lately I’m just getting so tired of this whole YouTube thing I’m juggling so much, still somehow posting and editing every single day, and yet it feels like YouTube isn’t giving anything back The views are dropping, the reach is low… and today hit even harder

In the morning my subs were 295, and now it’s 293
Like… why??
It honestly makes my heart sink. I’m trying so hard, but moments like this make me feel so discouraged, like maybe my best isn’t enough I’m really losing motivation🥀

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 11