*Please Read*
I’ve thought about posting this on more than one occasion but talking about it makes me feel like a failure. And I also don’t like to bother people with my problems. But I really need to get it out. First, I wanted to apologize to all of you for not creating a lot of videos over the past 18 months.
Without going into details, we had something happen towards the end of 2023 that caused my family to almost lose everything we’ve worked for over the past 15 years.
At first, I was optimistic because I knew if I could keep making videos then I’d be able to pull us out of the mess. But I underestimated how much the stress of everything would affect my ability to create content.
Unfortunately, things haven’t got much better since it started. In fact, it just seems to keep getting worse.
I’m trying to be strong for my wife and children, but the weight I’m carrying for them depletes all of my energy both physically and emotionally. It’s like being stuck between a rock and a hard place.
For the past 18 months I haven’t felt like myself. I’ve struggled with being motivated to work, coming up with video ideas etc. And it’s hard to smile on camera when it feels like the world is crumbling around you.
However, for the past couple of months, I’ve been feeling a lot better and have been able to produce more content. But yesterday we got news that we might lose what little we have left.
I’m really trying to stay motivated because creating content is the only way I can get out of this.
However, despite everything that’s been going on there’s a lot to be grateful for such as our health and having each other.
If you’re wondering what happened, it involves getting scammed by a CPA, which caused a certain 3 letter agency to take everything. I guess you can’t even trust professionals anymore.
Again, I’m truly sorry that I haven’t been a good content creator for you guys these past 18 months. I've just been dealing with a lot.
If you would like to help, I just ask that you help share my videos. Because that’s the main way I earn a living.
*Please don’t send me money or anything because this is my mess to fix, not yours.*
And besides, the amount I’d need to fix everything is truly astronomical.
So if you pray, we could really use a miracle.
Thank you for listening and letting me get this out.
Tactical Toolbox
*Please Read*
I’ve thought about posting this on more than one occasion but talking about it makes me feel like a failure. And I also don’t like to bother people with my problems. But I really need to get it out.
First, I wanted to apologize to all of you for not creating a lot of videos over the past 18 months.
Without going into details, we had something happen towards the end of 2023 that caused my family to almost lose everything we’ve worked for over the past 15 years.
At first, I was optimistic because I knew if I could keep making videos then I’d be able to pull us out of the mess. But I underestimated how much the stress of everything would affect my ability to create content.
Unfortunately, things haven’t got much better since it started. In fact, it just seems to keep getting worse.
I’m trying to be strong for my wife and children, but the weight I’m carrying for them depletes all of my energy both physically and emotionally. It’s like being stuck between a rock and a hard place.
For the past 18 months I haven’t felt like myself. I’ve struggled with being motivated to work, coming up with video ideas etc. And it’s hard to smile on camera when it feels like the world is crumbling around you.
However, for the past couple of months, I’ve been feeling a lot better and have been able to produce more content. But yesterday we got news that we might lose what little we have left.
I’m really trying to stay motivated because creating content is the only way I can get out of this.
However, despite everything that’s been going on there’s a lot to be grateful for such as our health and having each other.
If you’re wondering what happened, it involves getting scammed by a CPA, which caused a certain 3 letter agency to take everything. I guess you can’t even trust professionals anymore.
Again, I’m truly sorry that I haven’t been a good content creator for you guys these past 18 months. I've just been dealing with a lot.
If you would like to help, I just ask that you help share my videos. Because that’s the main way I earn a living.
*Please don’t send me money or anything because this is my mess to fix, not yours.*
And besides, the amount I’d need to fix everything is truly astronomical.
So if you pray, we could really use a miracle.
Thank you for listening and letting me get this out.
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