Tactical Toolbox

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I’ve thought about posting this on more than one occasion but talking about it makes me feel like a failure. And I also don’t like to bother people with my problems. But I really need to get it out.
First, I wanted to apologize to all of you for not creating a lot of videos over the past 18 months.

Without going into details, we had something happen towards the end of 2023 that caused my family to almost lose everything we’ve worked for over the past 15 years.

At first, I was optimistic because I knew if I could keep making videos then I’d be able to pull us out of the mess. But I underestimated how much the stress of everything would affect my ability to create content.


Unfortunately, things haven’t got much better since it started. In fact, it just seems to keep getting worse.


I’m trying to be strong for my wife and children, but the weight I’m carrying for them depletes all of my energy both physically and emotionally. It’s like being stuck between a rock and a hard place.


For the past 18 months I haven’t felt like myself. I’ve struggled with being motivated to work, coming up with video ideas etc. And it’s hard to smile on camera when it feels like the world is crumbling around you.


However, for the past couple of months, I’ve been feeling a lot better and have been able to produce more content. But yesterday we got news that we might lose what little we have left.


I’m really trying to stay motivated because creating content is the only way I can get out of this.
However, despite everything that’s been going on there’s a lot to be grateful for such as our health and having each other.



If you’re wondering what happened, it involves getting scammed by a CPA, which caused a certain 3 letter agency to take everything. I guess you can’t even trust professionals anymore.



Again, I’m truly sorry that I haven’t been a good content creator for you guys these past 18 months. I've just been dealing with a lot.

If you would like to help, I just ask that you help share my videos. Because that’s the main way I earn a living.


*Please don’t send me money or anything because this is my mess to fix, not yours.*


And besides, the amount I’d need to fix everything is truly astronomical.


So if you pray, we could really use a miracle.

Thank you for listening and letting me get this out.

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@jeffmartin787

No apology needed man. Take care of yourself and your family. Truly appreciate the work you do.

2 months ago (edited) | 6

@BrassAngels

Ironically I know how you feel. My wife & I purchased a franchised store from a crook and we later found out that all the P&O reports he presented to the bank for us to get the loan were all fictitious. We then were sued by the landlord when pandemic hit & we had to shut down due to not being "Essential". So i went from no paycheck, working 20hr days to make the thing float to being stressed to the max for a few years until I got my S together & pulled hard on the stick to head skyward. You can & will get back on your feet. Life is not meant to be easy nor will those handed life succeed inside. Push brother! Ive also overcome a heroin addiction of almost 20yrs that nearly killed me multiple times. Somehow I lived and ended up with a spectacular woman, 2 beautiful (kinda nutty) daughters, and a ton of experience. We are here for you man! Love that family and enjoy what you can while fighting where you can!

2 months ago | 22  

@David3o3

Keep your head up brother, you'll get through this and be better off on the other side of it. Prayers for you and the fam 🙏

2 months ago | 18

@disturbed66677

Brother there is no apology needed to us. We appreciate you and your content. I pray for you and your family to pull out of this mess. You've got this man! 🤙

2 months ago | 5

@aaroncampbell1939

Smooth seas don't make great sailors. Grab this bull by the horns and handle it. Prayers for you and your family. Prayer is our greatest weapon, but, to our own demise, it's often our last resort when it should be our first.

2 months ago | 1

@ronniegonzalez1364

Your fine man your contents been great hell your vids is the reason my AR pistol and Glock-19 projects not only Finnished but still work to this day and im hoping to try and make a business out of repair and manufacturing myself in the future and i can guarantee I'll still be srolling threw your vids looking for either answers or inspiration also im so sorry for all the back stabbing those bastards did to ya hopefully there'll get some karma 10 fold for it but me and my friends will pray for ya man for things to get better and everyone subscribed here can agree with me saying this we are all here for ya man.

2 months ago | 6  

@malcommaxwell8501

Isaiah: 40: 10 Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be anxious, for I am your God. I will fortify you, yes, I will help you, I will really hold on to you with my right hand of righteousness.’

2 months ago | 20  

@natethegreat2310

Thank you for your openness and I know that your feeling of being trapped between a rock and a hard place is unfortunately becoming more and more of a reality for even people who haven’t been screwed over by others. I’ll be praying for you and your family. Keep hanging in there, there’s a large community that has you in their thoughts!

2 months ago | 2  

@Ogshindigs

Please don’t stop making content. You’re one of the best guntubers out there and your approach is unique. Keep your head up!

2 months ago | 5  

@rcadd1ct

Wishing you and yours all the best.

2 months ago | 2

@OkieSavage91

I’ve been watching you for so long.. I have all the faith in you that youll pull yourself and your family back to the positive. Keep your head up and dont stop pushing, buddy. We have your back.

2 months ago | 1

@tacticalpontoon

Without you, I sincerely doubt Tacticalpontoon would have gone anywhere or even started up. I will share links out. If I can do anything, I am always here. Thank you for being an inspiration.

2 months ago | 3  

@conwaystern911

Always viewed you as my gateway into the 2A world. Hope everything goes well for you and your family.

2 months ago | 3

@woodstockl2173

Prayers to you, friend.

2 months ago | 3

@bryceahysjulien3708

Thoughts and Prayers. Keep your head up.

2 months ago | 1

@RedRoFC

Thinking about you and your family. I appreciate the content that you've been able to put out considering the circumstances. Prayers up that you can get out of this!

2 months ago | 1

@wswovela1

Will definitely be praying for you sir. So sorry to hear about that.

2 months ago | 3

@mtyson9004

Prayers for you and your family brother! Keep up the fight.

2 months ago | 1

@RandyAlbert-l5q

I’ve just found your content not 2, months ago. Enjoy you heads and shoulders above the plethora that are out there; and I’ve seen over 10. You convinced me to enter into this AR world for the first time in my life, having heard you tell of how you got into it. I do come from a hunting background, but my knowledge of guns went no further than my Maverick 12 gauge and Winchester .270 BDL. Now I own a PSA15, and I’m learning from you. Please take heart. I want you to know that I just prayed to our Father in Heaven in the name of our Lord, Christ Jesus, that He would comfort you and your family and that if you don’t know Him yet, that you would seek Him out now while He is calling you. He desires to comfort you and meet you right in the spot you are. Thank you for allowing me to comment. Will continue to pray for you and your family as I’m watching you frequently these days. Please be encouraged!

2 months ago | 1  

@gregtellez6

James 1:12 Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.

2 months ago | 5