I need to get out of my head and stop trying to figure things out and get back into the flow of allowing the divine universe to bring me exactly what I need and to trust more
1 month ago | 9
Trying to recooperate my light and energy back after a really rough day yesterday. Things that would take years or months to work through and release- im doing much more quickly. When a 3d hardship yanks me back down into anger, sadness, loss of hope and faith etc- it's a much more temporary stay. Now, its more so frustration with myself for not understanding the pattern and how to transmute it and release it- rather than the fact this awful thing KEEPS happening over and over, that is causing my dismay lol. And the frequency and intensity of this pattern is SO significant that its enough to make a person go literally insane because it doesnt even seem possible. They are clearly trying to slap me in the face with it to be able to transmute but each time I think i got it figured out- turns out that wasnt it, because it will happen again. It gets exhausting when the pattern is retaliation, discrimination, psychological and emotional abuse being done by the school, and the refusing to even look at the heaps of recorded evidence i have- because its "too much" so due to the unbelievability of people (let alone those in positions to help others like teachers or lawyers or etc..) actually doing these things and then everyone else helping to cover it up, and the sheer amount of incidents- nobody will take us seriously and do anything to help. Each time it gets escalated to a new person who finally acts like they are going to take it seriously and look throuvh the evidence- They tell me that they're gonna do ABC to finally help us- but then immediately turn around and do the exact opposite instead and find out they never looked through the evidence. Instead eaxh person then begins to give us misinformation in carless mistakes they refuse to correct, obstruct ability to get actual help, begins purposefully lies to us, lies about us to others, and then gaslights us and begins rewriting history to blame us, and stsrts breaking actual laws to cover it up. Even our own lawyer followed this same pattern. I even have him recorded admitting it. Its truly insane and to be completely honest, if I didn't have everything recorded- I would have checked myself into a psych hospital because yes, I still don't believe that it's even possible for this to be happening even though i have witnessed it. Its dumbfounding honestly. I wantch my poor daughter auffering major consequences while adult after adult purposefully sabotages her and lie through their teeth in front of others and manipulating things to discredit me so nobody will want to look at the physical proof have they are lying. Beyond exhausting to deal with on jts own account!! But what is killing me is trying to understand the lesson in it all- the bigger picture- unless an attorney shows up who is willing to do contingency (because its a massive case with entire school district, and law office who continue breaking so many laws and covering it up rather than try to fix it - and i have proof of it all so its a really slam dunk case able to prove beyond a shadow of doubt-) and we are set for life financially- and that is why this is all happening the way it is- i just cannot wrap my head around it. Like, I said, this year, intensity and amount of people involved in this. It's very clear that this is beyond just regular hardships that help you learn lessons- this is very much so for a purpose beyond that- it way overkill for the type of lessons that are what you get from that sort of thing. Like its definitely helped with accelerating my shadow working and lesons etc- but now its beginning to feel.more akin to graduating like specialty med school and professors hiding in my closets and under the bed and around ever corner slapping me in the face wirh a book trying to teach me something that ive already learned. I just dont knkw what I'm missing lmfao. I was letting it go and releasing it and notnlettinfit affect me and everything- i serioualy had thought i was good to go- but then it stsrted doing it in ways where i was forced to participate in and cause situations where no amount of shiwlding, geounding, holdinf love and light and understanding for whats going on enerfetically and on the grand scale-could prevent it from still causing chaos for me and dragging me down with ferocity. I feel like Me and my spirit team are like in a standoff right now pulling our hair out like wtf is wrong with them why arent they getting it?!?! 😂😂😂 no amount of meditation and going within trying to find clarity or messages is helping. Stsrting to make me get kinda snippy with source tbh. Like throw me a hint for the love of God 😂😂😂😂 Oofta. Ha opened pandoras box with that question huh? ☠️🤣 Its lretty sad when you KNOW whats going on and why things are doinf whst they are doing with the insanity kf the world and darkness of people being expoaed but this situation is so insanely ridiculous that it still doesnt make sense on this scale. Not to this
3 weeks ago | 1
Went and bought my first car Friday afternoon, now all I gotta do is pass my driving test and I'll have total freedom ✌🏼 it's all working out for me
4 weeks ago | 2
I absolutely love your sleep hypnosis. I very much enjoyed the 888 hz that were utilized in the last two. I love the God frequencies 963 (all of the God frequencies really) and find nighttime solace in an auditory bath of binural beats after the relaxation/induction followed by the verbal introduction. I shut my door and turn it up as high as I can so the entire room verberates. I remember the majority of it almost verbatim when I receive that way. I make sure there are no interruptions and I am fully connected. I do sleep perhaps it is lucid. It is funny, I have asked you a clarity question, and in the newer ones you have answered me. I would love another sleep hypnosis on romantic soulmates/romantic twin flame/aligned romantic life partner. I have personally settled on using the term divine counterpart or kingdom spouse as they have not had as much romantic idealism believed that has more of an influence of pendulums I don’t necessarily support, however few understand what I am conveying. I like how you say they will find you, and very interesting video on twin flames although I have completed that cycle the self love first then twin flame comes after. I am united with Divinity and balanced on all leveled and layers. So I am specifically hoping that you, your voice, your style of with the 639 hz maybe binural beats would create one with a quantum creating other already I am, you are, so maybe an us/we are perspective. You are a true artisan of hypnosis. I have not connected with anyone else as well for straight sleep hypnosis other than you. Sleep meditations I am sticking with my one and only, but so far you are it for sleep hypnosis. I have tried others but they felt either artificial or not someone I would want to spend 8 hours listening to, sleeping or not. Thank you to your lovely wife Rochelle. Blessings and eternal gratitude to you both! 🎉
4 weeks ago (edited) | 0
A bit 😮💨🤨😔😩😳😓after being away on vacation having several panic attacks. I did it and went way out of my comfort zone. Now I am back with tons of laundry and struggling to get back to a routine. I am exh
4 weeks ago | 0
Feeling absolutely uncertain 🤔😵💫 yikes, but still holding on,( and yes , by a bare thre
4 weeks ago | 0
John Moyer
📊 Weekend Check-In: Where are you on your journey this weekend? 🤔
1 month ago | [YT] | 56