Hi everyone. I know it has been quite some time since I last uploaded any videos. Firstly, this will be quite a long post so I apologise. Secondly, I would like to sincerely apologise for becoming inactive all of a sudden to my regular viewers. Thirdly, I am so grateful to everyone who has donated to my channel regularly despite not making any videos or posting anything. Therefore, the money I have received will be going to charity or to a church, may God be my witness.
I'm writing this post to give an update to you guys who so love this channel on why I was inactive. I will try to be as honest as possible after much reflection.
If you guys didn't know, my channel has been demonetised for quite a while which I needed to make my videos to pay for subscriptions and such. But I think that was just a fraction of the truth. I convinced myself that I needed the money to post videos and spread Gods words but in reality I was chasing after money. After I realised this, I was quite disgusted about myself and initially stopped making videos, not because of my conviction but because I was demonetised. Initially, I was quite sad to see this happen but it was very much a blessing in disguise as God heard my prayers and answered it because i would use to pray regularly to God to take my channel away if I started chasing after anything besides Him.
Unfortunately, my faith would start to grow weaker and fall away from God not just because of this but because of many reasons. Thus, the prolonged inactiveness. I could not in my good conscious spread Gods words whilst I was so far from Him.
I am not writing this post to let you guys know that I will be continuing to make videos but it is also not a confirmation that I will not. I am trying my best reconcile with God and to have the strength to do His will. I do not know when this will happen but when it does I will start making videos for this channel that God has blessed me with and I pray to God that I will first chase the kingdom of heaven.
I know it may sound prideful of me talking about this like my channel is such a big deal but I think whether the channel is big or small it is a big deal and a wonderful thing to spread Gods words with a right mind and a good heart so we can all do His will.
May God bless you my brothers and sisters. Please pray for me.
Emet Bible Journey
Hi everyone. I know it has been quite some time since I last uploaded any videos. Firstly, this will be quite a long post so I apologise.
Secondly, I would like to sincerely apologise for becoming inactive all of a sudden to my regular viewers. Thirdly, I am so grateful to everyone who has donated to my channel regularly despite not making any videos or posting anything. Therefore, the money I have received will be going to charity or to a church, may God be my witness.
I'm writing this post to give an update to you guys who so love this channel on why I was inactive. I will try to be as honest as possible after much reflection.
If you guys didn't know, my channel has been demonetised for quite a while which I needed to make my videos to pay for subscriptions and such. But I think that was just a fraction of the truth. I convinced myself that I needed the money to post videos and spread Gods words but in reality I was chasing after money. After I realised this, I was quite disgusted about myself and initially stopped making videos, not because of my conviction but because I was demonetised. Initially, I was quite sad to see this happen but it was very much a blessing in disguise as God heard my prayers and answered it because i would use to pray regularly to God to take my channel away if I started chasing after anything besides Him.
Unfortunately, my faith would start to grow weaker and fall away from God not just because of this but because of many reasons. Thus, the prolonged inactiveness. I could not in my good conscious spread Gods words whilst I was so far from Him.
I am not writing this post to let you guys know that I will be continuing to make videos but it is also not a confirmation that I will not. I am trying my best reconcile with God and to have the strength to do His will. I do not know when this will happen but when it does I will start making videos for this channel that God has blessed me with and I pray to God that I will first chase the kingdom of heaven.
I know it may sound prideful of me talking about this like my channel is such a big deal but I think whether the channel is big or small it is a big deal and a wonderful thing to spread Gods words with a right mind and a good heart so we can all do His will.
May God bless you my brothers and sisters. Please pray for me.
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