Evening all. I will be so happy to see the end of this month honestly. Bring on September!! personally.
So... this month has just been all kinds of rotten. First. My supposed 'surgery' ended up not happening earlier this month. It was to remove a growth in my lower spine but as usual, my HS has to bugger things up. To the point that I have an HS flareup up close to the area that was to to he under the knife. To the point that I would require, the doctors words not mine, a golf ball sized hole in my back to remove due to this. That and it is so close to my spine that it might cause either bone chips of an infection. 2 things I do not want... so we both agreed to cancel as my recovery wouldn't have been weeks... but months. I'm not happy with it but I have to keep telling myself it's the best thing for now. So yeah. 2 years of waiting for essentially nothing. And having to trim my beard for it... that sort of hurts the most. I'm too fat to not have it!! I'll feel better in a few more weeks.
Also. Picture 1. I have had my test on if I have sleep apnoea or not. Or am I just knackered all the time. I spent 1 evening 8 days ago with this contraption on me. It goes without saying but... yeah I didn't sleep well that night with the tube irritating my nose. That test was sent back on Tuesday so I guess I'll have to wait a bit to see if I have it or not. Regardless, it's been something I've been quite worried about for the last month since they told me that I might have sleep apnoea. It's not a nice thing to hear.
I think I've gotten over the initial fear now as I can't really do much about it either way. Sort of feeling close to normal now at least.
So recordings. Honestly. Hit and miss. Some weeks have been way better than others but the schedule is still looking... fine. 2026 might be a full year yet!
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Evening all. I will be so happy to see the end of this month honestly. Bring on September!! personally.
So... this month has just been all kinds of rotten. First. My supposed 'surgery' ended up not happening earlier this month. It was to remove a growth in my lower spine but as usual, my HS has to bugger things up. To the point that I have an HS flareup up close to the area that was to to he under the knife. To the point that I would require, the doctors words not mine, a golf ball sized hole in my back to remove due to this. That and it is so close to my spine that it might cause either bone chips of an infection. 2 things I do not want... so we both agreed to cancel as my recovery wouldn't have been weeks... but months. I'm not happy with it but I have to keep telling myself it's the best thing for now. So yeah. 2 years of waiting for essentially nothing. And having to trim my beard for it... that sort of hurts the most. I'm too fat to not have it!! I'll feel better in a few more weeks.
Also. Picture 1. I have had my test on if I have sleep apnoea or not. Or am I just knackered all the time. I spent 1 evening 8 days ago with this contraption on me. It goes without saying but... yeah I didn't sleep well that night with the tube irritating my nose. That test was sent back on Tuesday so I guess I'll have to wait a bit to see if I have it or not. Regardless, it's been something I've been quite worried about for the last month since they told me that I might have sleep apnoea. It's not a nice thing to hear.
I think I've gotten over the initial fear now as I can't really do much about it either way. Sort of feeling close to normal now at least.
So recordings. Honestly. Hit and miss. Some weeks have been way better than others but the schedule is still looking... fine. 2026 might be a full year yet!
Anyway. Bugger off!! I'm having drinks! 🍺
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