Abbey the Cat

Hey... Guys... I just wanted to let you all.. Know that I may be disabling comments on my posts and videos for a while because I can see that I'm getting more hate comments for the disgusting things I've done.... And I want to apologize for all those things I've done... I didn't mean to do it... I know it's not a excuse but I was mostly forced into doing these things... I didn't want to do it but I was forced... I'm really sorry.... For the people who have witnessed or went through what I've done to them... I know sorry won't fix the trauma I've caused you but I am sorry...

I'm not going to tell you who it is because I don't want her to get mad at me

I didn't enjoy what I did... You might think I did but I didn't... I hate myself for getting into this... For letting it happen for six years but I was too stupid to end it... For six years.... I don't want people to hate... Or look at me like I'm some disgusting bitch...
I don't want to be apart of those YouTubers who got exposed for doing these things... Because I don't want to be hated like they do... I want to get a therapist so bad but I'm waiting for me and my mom to move to Wisconsin to get one...

I promise I'll get help.. I promise I'll be a better person... I promise I'll stop doing these disgusting things.. I know you guys won't forget it because it's not forgettable but I want to be a better person... I don't want to do these things anymore

Please don't hate me.. Okay?... I am so sorry... I mean it okay?... Just please don't hate me like this...
I'm sorry for disappointing you all into this mess I've created...

I really do promise I'll change for once... For real... I won't break this promise... I'll show you guys...


now.. Um.. I'll make a new video tomorrow...
And... I promise this is the last time I'm doing these things I don't want to continue this anymore
.....,.

3 months ago | [YT] | 1