My dear friends….here on YouTube. Some of you already know the horrific news that happened last Friday…and most of you aren’t aware what happened. 🥺💔
My best friend, my sister at heart, my world… Stephanie Bonilla ….took her own life 😭😭
This still doesn’t even feel real to me. But as sad as it is to say, she’s gone. 🦋
I’m going to miss her so much! I’m gonna miss her crazy dancing and laughing and her HONKS whenever I walked in front of the car. I’m going to miss seeing her name pop up on my phone whenever I got a text from her. I’m gonna miss “the plans we made for our future” talks and talks about traveling!!
The other day, when I was driving looking for a spot to stop and clear my mind, I discovered this nature preserve next to a cemetery. I decided to park and walk down the hill that led to the water, the Maumee Valley River, what a spectacular view it was. I sat down on the dirty rocks and looked out at the water. It was glistening. The sun was bouncing off the tiny ripples in the water creating a sparkled effect, a beautiful moment in time. I knew Stephanie was there in that moment with me. I prayed to God and as I finished with my prayer, I looked down where I was sitting. I found a beautiful pink iridescent muscle shell. Just sitting in the dirt, broken into pieces.. I pulled it up and started crying. This shell was like Stephanie, in a way, beautiful but broken. She was shattered into pieces just like we all are now. I wish I could have been there for you, to help you, to let you cry it out, to do whatever you needed to do in that moment besides what happened. I am going to miss you so much. A piece of my heart is truly broken and I don’t think it’ll ever fully heal but I promise I will do anything in my power to help your daughters become strong independent woman.
David Owen Creates
My dear friends….here on YouTube. Some of you already know the horrific news that happened last Friday…and most of you aren’t aware what happened. 🥺💔
My best friend, my sister at heart, my world… Stephanie Bonilla ….took her own life 😭😭
This still doesn’t even feel real to me. But as sad as it is to say, she’s gone. 🦋
I’m going to miss her so much! I’m gonna miss her crazy dancing and laughing and her HONKS whenever I walked in front of the car. I’m going to miss seeing her name pop up on my phone whenever I got a text from her. I’m gonna miss “the plans we made for our future” talks and talks about traveling!!
The other day, when I was driving looking for a spot to stop and clear my mind, I discovered this nature preserve next to a cemetery. I decided to park and walk down the hill that led to the water, the Maumee Valley River, what a spectacular view it was. I sat down on the dirty rocks and looked out at the water. It was glistening. The sun was bouncing off the tiny ripples in the water creating a sparkled effect, a beautiful moment in time. I knew Stephanie was there in that moment with me. I prayed to God and as I finished with my prayer, I looked down where I was sitting. I found a beautiful pink iridescent muscle shell. Just sitting in the dirt, broken into pieces.. I pulled it up and started crying. This shell was like Stephanie, in a way, beautiful but broken. She was shattered into pieces just like we all are now. I wish I could have been there for you, to help you, to let you cry it out, to do whatever you needed to do in that moment besides what happened. I am going to miss you so much. A piece of my heart is truly broken and I don’t think it’ll ever fully heal but I promise I will do anything in my power to help your daughters become strong independent woman.
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