YoshiFunkin'

Okay, new post, but today it is something I really wanted to talk about :

It's been almost 2 years since I've left my region (Centre-Val-de-Loire) to go back to my old region (Île-de-France) just to go to high-school.

At least I have some good points of doing this :
- I discover back my old region and how the environment evolved (ugh, it should be a bad point, but only seeing the environment feels familiar, so it'll go in both good and bad points...)
- I test my body on sleep patterns (going to sleep at 9p.m and waking up at 5.30, when i start at 8.30).
- I have some parts of my family that are close to me in this region.

So, you may ask why I've done this choice and the #1 reason was just to run away from my older classmates that I now... regret. Now, in my high-school I am surrounded by foolish classmates, and I feel like I can't escape them, I even ask God to take me away from them or to not become like them but the problem is simply... that I can't because I am surrounded by them! (Edit : I know I can now, but I need to be still the same forever, wherever I go)

Now, I know I've made the wrong choice by going to the actual high-school I am in (I am in a vocational computer science high-school, and since I've got troubles with screens, these studies are just not for me, now I wanna become a doctor, because I am someone who loves helping, and if I can help by being a doctor, then I'll do it, no matter how long the studies are).

The reason, why I am writing this message is just to tell you, to not waste your school classes just because you got bullied by some of your classmates or because you got rejected. Life is not made by man and you shall not consider what other humans say about you. As Jesus said, learn to be grateful when you are mocked or rejected, and don't forget to enjoy the actual moment you are living in. Like, do you realize that you are an animal who has breathing, who has a conscience (we know what is evil and good! and we are the only ones to have this capacity), living a society your ancestors made! If we were without a conscience, we would just graze like cows and live like them! Just be thankful for all this stuff in your life, even if you don't realize it, it is STRONG! Even the nature itself is beautiful! And that's some points I didn't realize until some days when I've read the book of Ephesians (thank you Paul for writing such notes πŸ’—) and also had a LOT of prayers.

May you find Truth and Peace in God. God bless you my brothers and sisters. πŸ’—βœ

10 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 6