Hey everyone, I’m going to be serious for a minute here.
I really want to upload content, I have so much footage I can edit and upload, months worth of content. I’m really struggling with OCD, where I can’t trust that somehow I didn’t put something that shouldn’t be in the video that would be problematic even though it’s never been an issue before. I’ve edited videos, watched them 10-20 times and had others watch to reassure me that it’s fine but I just can’t trust myself or others on that, my brain won’t let me.
I’m slowly working through it, I’m so sorry. The channel is not done, I’m just working through things. Physical health went down the drain and now it’s my mental health preventing me. Again, I’m sorry, I’m working on it slowly and I’ll be back soon.
Thanks ( I had to read this 18 times over btw before I felt okay to hit post…)
Beat Saber Anime
Hey everyone, I’m going to be serious for a minute here.
I really want to upload content, I have so much footage I can edit and upload, months worth of content.
I’m really struggling with OCD, where I can’t trust that somehow I didn’t put something that shouldn’t be in the video that would be problematic even though it’s never been an issue before.
I’ve edited videos, watched them 10-20 times and had others watch to reassure me that it’s fine but I just can’t trust myself or others on that, my brain won’t let me.
I’m slowly working through it, I’m so sorry.
The channel is not done, I’m just working through things. Physical health went down the drain and now it’s my mental health preventing me.
Again, I’m sorry, I’m working on it slowly and I’ll be back soon.
Thanks
( I had to read this 18 times over btw before I felt okay to hit post…)
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