I wanna change my OC again but……i have done it so much, from OC to OC to OC…due to my interests and insecurities, currently I went back to my old OC from 2024 but now I wanna change OC again, I feel like I never get satisfied. I feel so bad if someone gives me fanart and I’ve changed an OC within a span of two days, I feel so messed up…I am NEVER satisfied, I feel like such a failure, all my creations for a persona/OC is failures, just like me..I feel like giving up, just sit on the floor crying in my own arms and give up…honestly I can’t…I feel so unworthy, I don’t feel loved enough either, everything, I also hate my mood swings, it makes things worser than they aren’t or already are, I feel like the worst I’m so sorry I should just give up….i need someone to help me wake up to the reality we are in, I can’t continue like this, it’s so miserable. I’m such a mistake, such a bad friend and foe for everything. I hate myself in particular reasons. I hate my OCs even, don’t I?. ….i maybe do. Hence, why do I keep trying when no one seems to answer my pleads.
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I wanna change my OC again but……i have done it so much, from OC to OC to OC…due to my interests and insecurities, currently I went back to my old OC from 2024 but now I wanna change OC again, I feel like I never get satisfied. I feel so bad if someone gives me fanart and I’ve changed an OC within a span of two days, I feel so messed up…I am NEVER satisfied, I feel like such a failure, all my creations for a persona/OC is failures, just like me..I feel like giving up, just sit on the floor crying in my own arms and give up…honestly I can’t…I feel so unworthy, I don’t feel loved enough either, everything, I also hate my mood swings, it makes things worser than they aren’t or already are, I feel like the worst I’m so sorry I should just give up….i need someone to help me wake up to the reality we are in, I can’t continue like this, it’s so miserable. I’m such a mistake, such a bad friend and foe for everything. I hate myself in particular reasons. I hate my OCs even, don’t I?. ….i maybe do. Hence, why do I keep trying when no one seems to answer my pleads.
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