yr just thinking it’s a small thing that happened, the world ended when it happened to me.
we were too close to the stars, i'd rather lose somebody than use somebody.
i hate you for what you did, and i miss you like a little kid.
and every girl i ever talk to you told me you were bad bad news, you called them crazy, God i hate the way i called them crazy too, your so convincing.
all because i liked a boy.
did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?
guess you didn’t cheat, but you’re still a traitor . God, i wish that u would've thought this through before i went and fell in love with you.
i wish you the best for the rest of your life, felt sorry for you, then i looked in your eyes. but I need to confess, i told you a lie.
sometimes i go to sleep, and im still __. you still live down my street. you’re not mad at me.
dont go back to our old place. its probably locked up anyways. i bet it still looks the same as when I ran away that day. it doesn’t matter anyway.
im out. theres nothing here to care about.
he was a good friend of mine, he died. why write about it now? gotta honor him somehow.
where have you been? do you know if your coming back?
cigarette daydream, you were only 17. so sweet, with a mean streak, nearly brought me to my knees.
but do, mi, ti, why not me?
but even though yr killing me, i need you like the air i breathe. i need you more than me.
tell all of ur friends that im crazy and drive u mad, that im such a "stalker, a watcher, a PHYSCHOPATH."
love is a gentle thing, yours is thicker than a velvet ring.
when i walked into ur dagger for the last time, it's like tryna start a fire with matches in the snow.
i could change up my body and change up my face, i could try every lipstick in every shade but i'd always feel the same, 'cause pretty isn’t pretty enough.
like a sign. did i cross the line?
white ferrari, had a good time. 16 how was i supposed to know?
but you walked past me like i wasn't there. and you just pretended like you didn't care.
i was all over her.
i have a feeling you got everything you wanted and your not wasting time stuck. here. like. me
anyway, don't be a stranger.
weren't we the starts in heaven? weren't we the salt in the sea?...
you got the one thing that i want. i try, i try, i try, but it takes over my life, i see you everywhere.
oooh, i care, i care, i care.
i don’t wanna go, ive been here before. everywhere i go leads me back to you.
and there's sm left to say, ig im js the bigger guy. and there's too much on my mind, i don't even want to try.
hope you dont forget it. pushed a lot back but i can't forget it.
you can say that we are nothing, but you know the truth.
hate that i let this drag on so long, now i hate myself.
take me back to night we met. i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you.
do you feel ashamed when you hear my name?
and good for u, it's like u never even met me.
why'd you have to make things so complicated?
and everytime a siren sounds, i wonder if your around cuz you know that id do it all again.
no has come close to you, and i don't think anyone will.
you clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable. id never treat me this shitty. you made me hate this city. and id never talk shit about you on the internet never told anyone anything bad cuz that shits embarrassing you were my everything and all that you did was make me fucking sad. so don't waste the time i don't have.
your were wrong for what you did to me. and i was sick for kinda liking it. i think part of you hated me.
𝐣 𝐮 𝐧 𝐞 𝐞 𝐳 𝐲 .
know it's for the better.
yr just thinking it’s a small thing that happened, the world ended when it happened to me.
we were too close to the stars, i'd rather lose somebody than use somebody.
i hate you for what you did, and i miss you like a little kid.
and every girl i ever talk to you told me you were bad bad news, you called them crazy, God i hate the way i called them crazy too, your so convincing.
all because i liked a boy.
did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?
guess you didn’t cheat, but you’re still a traitor . God, i wish that u would've thought this through before i went and fell in love with you.
i wish you the best for the rest of your life, felt sorry for you, then i looked in your eyes. but I need to confess, i told you a lie.
sometimes i go to sleep, and im still __. you still live down my street. you’re not mad at me.
dont go back to our old place. its probably locked up anyways. i bet it still looks the same as when I ran away that day. it doesn’t matter anyway.
im out. theres nothing here to care about.
he was a good friend of mine, he died. why write about it now? gotta honor him somehow.
where have you been? do you know if your coming back?
cigarette daydream, you were only 17. so sweet, with a mean streak, nearly brought me to my knees.
but do, mi, ti, why not me?
but even though yr killing me, i need you like the air i breathe.
i need you more than me.
tell all of ur friends that im crazy and drive u mad, that im such a "stalker, a watcher, a PHYSCHOPATH."
love is a gentle thing, yours is thicker than a velvet ring.
when i walked into ur dagger for the last time, it's like tryna start a fire with matches in the snow.
i could change up my body and change up my face, i could try every lipstick in every shade
but i'd always feel the same, 'cause pretty isn’t pretty enough.
like a sign. did i cross the line?
white ferrari, had a good time. 16 how was i supposed to know?
but you walked past me like i wasn't there. and you just pretended like you didn't care.
i was all over her.
i have a feeling you got everything you wanted
and your not wasting time stuck. here. like. me
anyway, don't be a stranger.
weren't we the starts in heaven? weren't we the salt in the sea?...
you got the one thing that i want.
i try, i try, i try, but it takes over my life, i see you everywhere.
oooh, i care, i care, i care.
i don’t wanna go, ive been here before. everywhere i go leads me back to you.
and there's sm left to say, ig im js the bigger guy. and there's too much on my mind, i don't even want to try.
hope you dont forget it. pushed a lot back but i can't forget it.
you can say that we are nothing, but you know the truth.
hate that i let this drag on so long, now i hate myself.
take me back to night we met.
i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you.
do you feel ashamed when you hear my name?
and good for u, it's like u never even met me.
why'd you have to make things so complicated?
and everytime a siren sounds, i wonder if your around cuz you know that id do it all again.
no has come close to you, and i don't think anyone will.
you clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable.
id never treat me this shitty. you made me hate this city. and id never talk shit about you on the internet never told anyone anything bad cuz that shits embarrassing you were my everything and all that you did was make me
fucking sad. so don't waste the time i don't have.
your were wrong for what you did to me.
and i was sick for kinda liking it.
i think part of you hated me.
im still fighting for peace.
3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 13