I might stop posting for a good while as my personal life has been crap, and my mental state has been all over the place. I feel uncomfortable around my siblings, I sometimes want to ball up, alone with my own thoughts. I've tried many ways to channel these emotions, but they never seem to notice my efforts, that's what truly hurts. I know when to admit when I've wronged, I understand when I need to take accountability, but I never feel like I'm a good person. I hate becoming vulnerable online, but I'm not comfortable speaking to my family about these issues, because they will not understand.
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I might stop posting for a good while as my personal life has been crap, and my mental state has been all over the place. I feel uncomfortable around my siblings, I sometimes want to ball up, alone with my own thoughts. I've tried many ways to channel these emotions, but they never seem to notice my efforts, that's what truly hurts. I know when to admit when I've wronged, I understand when I need to take accountability, but I never feel like I'm a good person. I hate becoming vulnerable online, but I'm not comfortable speaking to my family about these issues, because they will not understand.
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