MrRevillz

Thursday's throwback 🔥🔥🔥

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 16



@Mike.Cebert

My biggest regret is that I'm in my early 40s now, 6"2 and still a virgin technically speaking, despite having had multiple opportunities over the years with the few relationships I've had and then some one off encounters too. So done sexual stuff but NEVER had full vaginal intercourse because of my Christian faith and convictions. I now have this intense regret because I feel I have missed out on this crucial human experience. It is the biggest mistake of my life. Even if I just had it once then I'd be in a better place. There is such a sense of loss if not disbelief that I've come to this age and still not have had penetrative intercourse. The timeline I hoped for feels like it betrayed me — that love, marriage, and sex would come in a natural order. I just didn't think I'd be waiting this long. What once felt honourable now feels like such an agonising, unwanted burden. Ultimately it comes down to carrying the emotional weight of not having crossed a threshold, which symbolises adulthood, masculinity, normality, and belonging. It’s the symbolic part that stings: that "one thing" I haven't done, even though I’ve come close. That's what I seem wrapped up in - the fact that I haven't been inside of a woman. My penis has never entered a vagina and that has haunted me my whole life and only getting worse as I get older.

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