bro, everytime when i have anger issues and trying to calm down, i keep being bipolar and want to commit suicide one day, i fucking hate this feeling, these thoughts, i want them out of my head, i keep trying to change, but i can't fucking help it, i can't even change for the god's sake, alot of people already hates me due to controversy (if you know), and i am just existing, without any damn tip of changing, stupid fucking addictions and shit, i always meant no harm and shit but these people are sometimes always sensitive and phobic, i rather be with people that are themself aswell.. not even a person who can have a good side can stand longer to hide their feelings, because telling my struggles will be futile now.
0Sansey_themouse3
bro, everytime when i have anger issues and trying to calm down, i keep being bipolar and want to commit suicide one day, i fucking hate this feeling, these thoughts, i want them out of my head, i keep trying to change, but i can't fucking help it, i can't even change for the god's sake, alot of people already hates me due to controversy (if you know), and i am just existing, without any damn tip of changing, stupid fucking addictions and shit, i always meant no harm and shit but these people are sometimes always sensitive and phobic, i rather be with people that are themself aswell.. not even a person who can have a good side can stand longer to hide their feelings, because telling my struggles will be futile now.
edit: hahaha.. i am crazy, ain't i?
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