i physically can't make myself do anything. to make anything.
i've tried to take breaks, but even then, it feels like i'm just being a waste, and, admittedly, the fear of "falling off" is very real to me.
i should be getting better. and i am, sort of. but regardless, i was in such a bad mindset for such a long time, it's hard to break out of. even if i don't act like it.
why say this? talking about my issues to individual people feels overbearing idk dude
pure vanilla's kidney stone
(lil vent)
i physically can't make myself do anything. to make anything.
i've tried to take breaks, but even then, it feels like i'm just being a waste, and, admittedly, the fear of "falling off" is very real to me.
i should be getting better. and i am, sort of. but regardless, i was in such a bad mindset for such a long time, it's hard to break out of. even if i don't act like it.
why say this? talking about my issues to individual people feels overbearing idk dude
1 week ago | [YT] | 12