720 views in the first 12 hours is insane. Thank you very much for the warm reception. Pouring months of my life into a super obscure topic that I know will probably get demonetized for how much I swear is something that I only do for myself, so I try to temper my expectations about audience feedback. It's hard to even comprehend anyone beyond my immediate friend group caring about this.
I'm mostly just relieved the video doesn't suck because tbh I didn't know what to think of it anymore after the 500th time skimming it through for potential mistakes. I got very anxious about actually releasing it to the public. The dread that comes along with only having one video per year to impress random strangers really weighed on me in the past few days.
I'm hoping I'll get around to uploading once every few months again, but I know myself better than to make any promises. Last time I uploaded regularly was when I was in high school. Either way, expect something someday eventually maybe??????
Pimpeaux
720 views in the first 12 hours is insane. Thank you very much for the warm reception. Pouring months of my life into a super obscure topic that I know will probably get demonetized for how much I swear is something that I only do for myself, so I try to temper my expectations about audience feedback. It's hard to even comprehend anyone beyond my immediate friend group caring about this.
I'm mostly just relieved the video doesn't suck because tbh I didn't know what to think of it anymore after the 500th time skimming it through for potential mistakes. I got very anxious about actually releasing it to the public. The dread that comes along with only having one video per year to impress random strangers really weighed on me in the past few days.
I'm hoping I'll get around to uploading once every few months again, but I know myself better than to make any promises. Last time I uploaded regularly was when I was in high school. Either way, expect something someday eventually maybe??????
Also thank you for 8 subscribers.
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