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Hey guys I apologize for not posting for the last couple of days it's because of drama and everything and because it's almost been a month since I lost my mamaw I'm also sorry for not being active in the sub seasons either because I've been taking a break from them because of personal reasons and because I've been sad for a couple of days and I also haven't been active for a couple of days because of drama the drama has also made me really sad that's why I haven't been active on sub seasons or anything else because of the drama and because of all the fighting and stuff like that

And I was taking a break because of personal reasons and because of people having fallen out in the community and because I was missing my mamaw a lot these past couple weeks...

And I do want to apologize for being inactive on sub seasons for a while because of personal reasons and I was just taking a break for my mental health and everything

And I feel deeply bad for doing this and worrying all of you guys

But ever since you know the drama got so bad and because people have been inactive and not talking to me recently I have been inactive for a little while for the last 4 days

I was really afraid that people were going to leave my YouTube channel and possibly expose me for being mean although I have changed I was also really afraid I was going to lose subscribers and stuff

I really don't want anyone leaving me because I've been here for 2 years and you know you guys mean a lot to me

It's just that my sadness and depression have literally caused me to be inactive for almost a whole month of April and March

And I do want to apologize for that and I want to apologize deeply for being inactive on sub seasons which it wasn't my control

I really don't want anyone to hate me or get mad at me because that will make things worse

So please understand what I'm talking about because it's been really rough for me for the last 2 months and I don't want anything getting worse

So please no hateful comments or begging me to be active all the time because that will not be necessary because I can't be active all the time if I'm asleep or if I'm going somewhere or if I don't have any Wi-Fi or if I'm at my dad's house or if I'm spending time with family don't beg me to be active all the time because that doesn't help me

I can't always be active all the time because I have a life and I have to do it and where I am going to get me a job pretty soon I'll probably be less active

And I can't always be a therapist or vent to someone because I'm always afraid of opening up to people

I hope you guys understand what I'm talking about because it's been really hard for me since March and April

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I hope you guys can understand because it's been rough on me since March and I've been missing my mamaw a awful lot recently and I'm not a therapist or good at venting to someone it's just been rough for me this entire month it's been hard for me to cope and everything and that's why I was inactive for the entire month of March and April so please don't get mad at me or anything because I don't want to lose you guys and I can't risk it 😭 you guys are my friends and I don't want to end up losing anyone I'm just as lonely person in real life that doesn't have anyone to talk to not only that but my sister also has caused a lot of tension with me too many times and I can't handle all the stress in my life it's just too much for me to handle right now and I don't want to end up risking losing my YouTube career and my YouTube Friends so you guys please don't leave me alone...

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