I AM SO INSECURE.
That’s how I opened the concert. And I was shaking on my feet. You could almost hear my heartbeat through the mic of my guitar. I was SO scared.
Putting my heart out there, again, on the table right in front of you. With songs that I have wrote in the deepest darkest nights of my soul. Where I transformed, ripped myself apart, and opened up again. Where I broke my heart, to allow the light back in. Where I felt the whole ground fading away in a deep dark black hole. Where I found myself again, standing on my feet. Finding compassion, selflove and softness. In my past life, in this journey, in motherhood, in the present moment.
I am slowly integrating from the album presentation concert. What a night!
It was such a crazy ride, having to find a new location 4 days before the concert starts. Having only 1 rehearsal with the band, playing with a beautiful cellist that I only met 2 weeks before the concert… Really diving into the unknown.
Looking back on it, I feel so deeply grateful. For the band, the sound, the beautiful lights and location, the photographers, and my family, friends and the whole crowd who was there to support me and also to receive. What a blessing.
Eventhough it is so scared to step out of my comfortzone,
I would do it over and over again.
I am insecure, and on the same time I’m not I am happy I am blessed I am angry I am in pain I am a mother I am a child I am so full of joy
I AM ALIVE
And before the whole album will be released on all streamingservices, I will be releasing some more singles with you.
The next song I’d like to share with you is
NEWBORN
A song that I wrote for my Babyboy.
And for all the children.
Kelsey Kluijtmans
I AM SO INSECURE.
That’s how I opened the concert. And I was shaking on my feet. You could almost hear my heartbeat through the mic of my guitar. I was SO scared.
Putting my heart out there, again, on the table right in front of you. With songs that I have wrote in the deepest darkest nights of my soul. Where I transformed, ripped myself apart, and opened up again. Where I broke my heart, to allow the light back in. Where I felt the whole ground fading away in a deep dark black hole. Where I found myself again, standing on my feet. Finding compassion, selflove and softness. In my past life, in this journey, in motherhood, in the present moment.
I am slowly integrating from the album presentation concert. What a night!
It was such a crazy ride, having to find a new location 4 days before the concert starts. Having only 1 rehearsal with the band, playing with a beautiful cellist that I only met 2 weeks before the concert… Really diving into the unknown.
Looking back on it, I feel so deeply grateful. For the band, the sound, the beautiful lights and location, the photographers, and my family, friends and the whole crowd who was there to support me and also to receive. What a blessing.
Eventhough it is so scared to step out of my comfortzone,
I would do it over and over again.
I am insecure, and on the same time I’m not
I am happy
I am blessed
I am angry
I am in pain
I am a mother
I am a child
I am so full of joy
I AM ALIVE
And before the whole album will be released on all streamingservices, I will be releasing some more singles with you.
The next song I’d like to share with you is
NEWBORN
A song that I wrote for my Babyboy.
And for all the children.
#motherhood
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