I'm currently in the process of cleaning this channel up. Lots of cluttered playlists, duplicates of the same songs, videos I'm overall not proud of and want to remake, so expect the video count to drop. I've already taken down about 150+ videos and I plan on continuing to clean up a bit. If I happened to take down a video that you liked, let me know and I will either send you the video myself, or remake it with better quality.
Thank you and sorry for everything! I am especially sorry for disappearing the way I did. I had no intentions on putting the channel through a hiatus, but things happened one after another. In 2021, I went through a harsh breakup and if that wasn't enough, my grandmother passed away and I fell into a dark depressive spiral, resulting in a complete burnout. I couldn't make videos anymore because I was at my lowest in life. I started this channel as a coping mechanism for me because I didn't have much in my life in 2020 and I relied on it too much to make myself feel like I was accomplishing something, and when shit just kept piling and piling up on me, it completely took over me. I needed a break from this, and I realize how unhealthy this all was for me at the time. I mean, I was posting 10-15 videos a day.
This break has helped me reflect on things. I decided to quit my job, go outside and touch a little bit of grass. I made some new connections, rekindled with old friends, I quit smoking, lost some weight, and now have plans to travel overseas. I've been getting back on the right track. Despite feeling empty about some of the events that happened, I still feel happier today than I have in years. I'd like to say thank you to each and every one of you for all the support you all gave me when I was posting because it really helped me feel something, despite being a miserable fuck at the time.
With that said, I still intend on posting videos, even if they aren't as frequent as they used to be. I am super excited to remake old videos, make new ones, and overall just get back to this little hobby again. Thank you all for waiting for me.
God bless you all. You all are great. See you soon with more content.
Chuckster
So let's talk for a minute.
I'm currently in the process of cleaning this channel up. Lots of cluttered playlists, duplicates of the same songs, videos I'm overall not proud of and want to remake, so expect the video count to drop. I've already taken down about 150+ videos and I plan on continuing to clean up a bit. If I happened to take down a video that you liked, let me know and I will either send you the video myself, or remake it with better quality.
Thank you and sorry for everything! I am especially sorry for disappearing the way I did. I had no intentions on putting the channel through a hiatus, but things happened one after another. In 2021, I went through a harsh breakup and if that wasn't enough, my grandmother passed away and I fell into a dark depressive spiral, resulting in a complete burnout. I couldn't make videos anymore because I was at my lowest in life. I started this channel as a coping mechanism for me because I didn't have much in my life in 2020 and I relied on it too much to make myself feel like I was accomplishing something, and when shit just kept piling and piling up on me, it completely took over me. I needed a break from this, and I realize how unhealthy this all was for me at the time. I mean, I was posting 10-15 videos a day.
This break has helped me reflect on things. I decided to quit my job, go outside and touch a little bit of grass. I made some new connections, rekindled with old friends, I quit smoking, lost some weight, and now have plans to travel overseas. I've been getting back on the right track. Despite feeling empty about some of the events that happened, I still feel happier today than I have in years. I'd like to say thank you to each and every one of you for all the support you all gave me when I was posting because it really helped me feel something, despite being a miserable fuck at the time.
With that said, I still intend on posting videos, even if they aren't as frequent as they used to be. I am super excited to remake old videos, make new ones, and overall just get back to this little hobby again. Thank you all for waiting for me.
God bless you all. You all are great. See you soon with more content.
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