Chuckster

So let's talk for a minute.

I'm currently in the process of cleaning this channel up. Lots of cluttered playlists, duplicates of the same songs, videos I'm overall not proud of and want to remake, so expect the video count to drop. I've already taken down about 150+ videos and I plan on continuing to clean up a bit. If I happened to take down a video that you liked, let me know and I will either send you the video myself, or remake it with better quality.

Thank you and sorry for everything! I am especially sorry for disappearing the way I did. I had no intentions on putting the channel through a hiatus, but things happened one after another. In 2021, I went through a harsh breakup and if that wasn't enough, my grandmother passed away and I fell into a dark depressive spiral, resulting in a complete burnout. I couldn't make videos anymore because I was at my lowest in life. I started this channel as a coping mechanism for me because I didn't have much in my life in 2020 and I relied on it too much to make myself feel like I was accomplishing something, and when shit just kept piling and piling up on me, it completely took over me. I needed a break from this, and I realize how unhealthy this all was for me at the time. I mean, I was posting 10-15 videos a day.


This break has helped me reflect on things. I decided to quit my job, go outside and touch a little bit of grass. I made some new connections, rekindled with old friends, I quit smoking, lost some weight, and now have plans to travel overseas. I've been getting back on the right track. Despite feeling empty about some of the events that happened, I still feel happier today than I have in years. I'd like to say thank you to each and every one of you for all the support you all gave me when I was posting because it really helped me feel something, despite being a miserable fuck at the time.

With that said, I still intend on posting videos, even if they aren't as frequent as they used to be. I am super excited to remake old videos, make new ones, and overall just get back to this little hobby again. Thank you all for waiting for me.

God bless you all. You all are great. See you soon with more content.

2 years ago | [YT] | 93



@ANJU-moe

Was a fan of the parappa 2 bad instrumentals video. It's great to see you back too

2 years ago | 1

@stale_doritos0420

god bless you too! thank you for taking a break, pushing through and just practicing self care in general. peace 🕊

2 years ago | 0

@JasontheMason5

Chuckster, I’m so glad to hear that you’re in a better place now. I can tell it was a really hard time for you back then, so I don’t blame you for leaving without explanation. Sometimes we just need to keep things to ourselves, and I’m sorry that you went through those things last year. I’m glad you were able to share this with us cause it lets us know that you trust us. This isn’t an easy thing to come out and say. I’ll look forward to seeing your new videos, and we’ll be here to support you no matter what ❤️

2 years ago | 4

@NolanThunder

While a journey of healing is full of ups and downs in the rollcoaster of recovery. (I know this from experience) There truly is blue skies on the other side, even though they seemed impossible or irrelevant before, it’s shocking!! Major congrats to you making these massive improvements for the better in your life!! Stay cool and May happiness find you and everyone reading this!!! ☮️

2 years ago | 0

@HeleneLevonian

Hey Chuckster, so good to hear form you! I started following you when you had about 500 subs, you've come a long way, good job!! Very happy to know you're in a better place. Thank you so much for your channel, I remember listening to your videos during a covid lockdown in my country. It was a though time but when I look back there was actually precious moments in this season like listening to your video games music slow version. Thanks for being a part of these memories! Please keep posting but also keep taking care of yourself. God bless you abundantly!

2 years ago | 0

@vunnixx7235

I'm glad you are doing okay and working on yourself is the most important thing in life :) I'm glad your feeling much, better from before! Hope to see what you upload soon! 💞 Be strong Chuckster

2 years ago | 0

@DRKALX

Amazing improvements my man, hope you keep doing excellent with life as well providing us great music videos, you be safe my man 😊

2 years ago | 0

@susanpowers7356

Oh, and the Egg Carrier theme, and Station Square too. Please don't delete those ones either.

2 years ago | 1

@rordongamsayyy6743

so happy to hear you’re doing better, we all love you very much chuckster!

2 years ago | 0

@SauceGirlTV

Glad to hear you're doing better. Thank you for putting the time to create these amazing videos.

2 years ago | 2

@RiposteBK

Much love man, very happy to hear you're doing so much better 👍

2 years ago | 0

@leroy648

Glad to see you back and in better shape.

2 years ago | 0

@susanpowers7356

Chuckster, I've been a viewer of your channel for a while now, and I want to ask you, please don't delete your video of the Sonic Adventure soundtrack. I love that video so much, so please don't delete it. Thank you.🥺🥺

2 years ago | 1

@aestradademoscou

hey what happened to parappa bad instrumental slowed video? i look it up and it doesn't show

2 years ago | 0

@thewingcmdr

Good on you, big dog. You've had a hard way to go, now it's comeback time. Show us how it's done, yeah?

2 years ago | 0

@macintosh5673

I was kinda mad when you took down the Deus Ex Versalife video but I'm just gonna wait...

2 years ago | 0