Form of Therapy

Hello everyone PD here 👋🏻

How has your week been? I hope it wasn’t too tough. I can imagine many of us are going through similar things after such a shocking week.

I have been sick with a bad flu the past week and dealing with the sudden tragic news. It has been difficult. I lost my voice for 4 days.

I was going to postpone this week’s videos but my voice barely returned to me today. However, I cannot smile like I once did before.

I will be honest and say I do not feel like being on camera during this time and it is very hard for me to smile.

But I will at the very least be filming SEVENTEEN & AGUST D because I know those videos will not only bring me joy but a sense of healing. I know I don’t have to overextend myself—and I’m not going to. I am filming these two because I want to.

I’m headed to the States after this week. I will record and film anything else you would like to see from me but at the moment, I ask for your understanding for a few weeks.

If anything does call out to me, I will react to it but not as work but purely for healing.

I hope you’re all taking care of yourselves. I’m having my first good meal in over a week. Make sure you do as well. I’m trying my best to find my smile again, I wish you all luck in doing the same if you need it!

Let’s lean on one another and I’ll see you with new videos tomorrow.

-PD

2 years ago | [YT] | 2,998



@kcx00

This past week has been so tough for so many of us. I can’t imagine how adding a physical illness on top of that must feel. No one will blame you for taking the time you need to heal. Sending positivity & support your way !💗

2 years ago | 132

@alexacastillo2145

As an aroha, this week has been horrendous. Despite that, I want to say thank you to you, PD. You always supported Moonbin's work in Astro and his subunit. And for that, I'm so thankful. Sending you a hug xx

2 years ago (edited) | 39

@walpurgisnight7

After everyone we have lost, I can only hope that the industry and listeners rethink how we treat idols. They are no less human than any of us. Wishing you a speedy recovery.

2 years ago | 13

@nhie_xx3152

Get well soon PD and rest well. Let's grieve and pour our hearts out until we heal. I pray for every Aroha and especially the loved ones of Moonbin. Healings for everyone 🙏🏻

2 years ago | 20

@martasza222

We're all gonna get there đź’Ş For now, Seventeen will be our strength. I can't wait for you to see this masterpiece, because you had been right about them all this time especially in the Suchwita with Hoshi. They're going big and I'm here for it. đź’ś Everyone! Don't give up! Keep pushing through! I'm rooting for yo

2 years ago | 22

@lpisme

Please don't overextend yourself and I hope you get full recovery soon. Thankfully kpop has its own magical healing powers. I was listening to San (from Ateez) covering the beautiful Breathe by Lee Hi and it soothed my soul quite instantly. Just take some time and breathe- you're doing a good job ❤️ Warm prayers for your soul-health and safe travels from these South African friends. 🙏

2 years ago | 56

@notclg

Hi PD. I hope you feel better soon :( Tbh, as an Aroha since 2016 I never imagined experiencing something like this, I don't see myself recovering from this any time soon. It's been too much of a shock, it's hard for me to even eat... It will take us a while but I hope we can all genuinely smile again sooner or later. Take care and take all the time you need. thank you for the updateđź’›

2 years ago | 73

@Mordaine75

Take all the time you need, bro.

2 years ago | 11  

@blairwrelos1891

Please take care of yourself. I did wonder how you might've been feeling. Also the same day was boys planet finale and I kept wondering if you could even feel good for it. This is a tough time for everyone and everyone has been taking time to process this. Updates like this are enough and we will always wait for you, so take as much time as you want đź’ś

2 years ago | 16

@elleisamultifan

i hope you are taking your time and are taking care of yourself PD, and also to EVERYONE who will get to read this!! rest as much as you can, cry if you want, suppressed emotions will hurt and will become more heavy if not expressed so i hope y'all find healthy ways to cope with all that has been happening. i honestly just got better yesterday i was not just crying the whole day unlike the past 3 days, and has just found my appetite again today when i ate with my friends in uni earlier. although i found it so hard to be doing anything, i once again proved how music comforts me, when D-DAY dropped i listened to the album, and i got to bawl my heart out to snooze, and i honestly have just been doing music therapy, and it was everything, some even found it weird how I can listen to Astro's songs during the past few days, but it helped me so much, so SO much, it was the only healthy way i could think of, and my favorite song from them which was Always You has never made me bawl in comfort and sadness at the same time like it did to me in the past week. Pls take care of yourselves, let's take care of ourselves. :D

2 years ago | 7

@kpoplife8922

This has been such a bittersweet week. Sweet because SVT has done so well and I'm so proud but so so sooo bitter... I really don't know how to feel. So please take all the time you need. I think we all need to do the same

2 years ago | 4

@sewsheco

Yoongi's Amygdala MV is the healing of all healing 🥺

2 years ago | 0

@A-nat45

Hearing from you is a relief 🙏 It's hard for everyone and we all can help each other get through it. Take your time ❤

2 years ago | 6

@dokidash7052

I am a Shawol, a Kamilia, a MeU, so I can imagine all the pain his fans are going through right now. What serves to ease the pain is the thought that they're no longer suffering. Hope you feel well soon, PD.

2 years ago | 2

@agusttinasol5

i feel like i can't. it's been too much. it's the second time i've been trough this, and my healing place was ASTRO. i feel like i've lost a part of my soul, can't even imagine how hard this must be for the ones who where close to him. i can't listen to SVT yet, so i'm taking a break. Rest well, eat and drink lots of water and warm things for your voice♥ hoping to be at least a little better, see u soon on your videos!

2 years ago | 6

@seanan6007

Take your time PD 💙 it’s hit us all hard. A massive loss to the world

2 years ago | 2

@_EllaLost

Hey PD, aroha here.. just wanna say ive been silently watching your videos since 2017 (i changed my display name) and ive witnessed how much support you’ve given to astro through those many years, and how you also grew your channel to what it is today. and for that i genuinely wish to thank you.. because youre one of the few cc’s that i know that i see genuinely appreciating the boys, and especially bin. (I even vividly remember you posting your All Light listening party on yt early because they had their first win! Or how you discovered bin through a gif of him smiling on twitter..Hehe) as someone who’s biased binnie since debut and have not stanned any other group, it’s been extremely hard. Very hard. But i genuinely wish to say to you, and everyone who’s hurting that you’re not alone and that you are all loved. Right now, what we really need is each other and i hope you arent afraid of reaching out. It will take a while for us, but we need to try to be strong for him. So please take your time to heal. To anyone reading this massive text, you are very much loved, and valid <3

2 years ago (edited) | 2

@itxmands

its alright to take your time PD, we know how hard this week has been and im positive you will gain some strenght from svt because the comeck is CRAZY but i personally think you will find Woodz's comeback to be very healing as well his pre-release Abyss really hit me hard and it looks like his title and the whole album is going to have the same vibe since hes talking about how hes telling a very personal story with these songs

2 years ago | 2

@allymotionless3815

PD, it’s been tough all over. but listening to Agust D’s new album has really helped heal, especially AMYGDALA. please take care of yourself first, we will be here waiting

2 years ago | 4

@chrisjeonwonwootasty9787

Take your time to heal PD-nim. 🤗 I'm also feeling mentally drained these past few months and like you, I'm finding myself a way to cope with it. We can do it PD-nim and I know if you watch the SUPER MV of our Sebongs you will feel fun, amazed and excited just like what it did to me. 💪 Fightin

2 years ago | 2