At the end of 2022 things had shifted in my business… things weren’t flowing as easily as they once were and everything felt HARD.
I was FUCKING FRUSTRATED.
“It worked in the past, why isn’t it working now? I am doing ALL the right things, what the F am I still missing? I am so exhausted and tired of feeling this way, maybe I should just throw it all away.”
Yup, it got DARK.
Earlier this year, things continued. I realized there was a lot of cracks in the foundation of my business and it was DRAINING my energy.
I was resistant to any kind of growth cause I felt overwhelmed and constantly questioned if I could handle this.
THE LESSON?
I uncovered my CORE WOUND: victimhood.
I got really good at getting WHINY - just look at that inner dialogue above.
Instead of being at CAUSE in my life, I was in EFFECT.
Here’s the thing: victimhood is a SNEAKY fucker. It allows you to both wallow AND puts you down at the same time.
As someone who still struggles with wanting to control the outcome and overwork to “make it happen” I had to LET THE F GO.
I had to BE SO SOFT and KIND to myself and just be PATIENT as I re-set the foundations.
I had to follow my intuition to expand my work past just my business so I could take some pressure OFF so things could FLOW again.
I had to remind myself that this was not failure but expansion.
The healed form of VICTIMIZATION is FREEDOM.
Freedom from attaching my worth to my work.
Freedom from needing to follow “one” path.
Freedom from playing small and instead stepping into power courageous power and claiming my desires, my worthiness, and my LIFE.
Freedom is being unattached from being RUN by your emotions.
I have acknowledged that this is a life’s work for me, but I also know I have so much experience in transmuting this victimhood.
As cheesy as it sounds, you are the author of your life. And yes, sometimes the big fancy words fail you, but that doesn’t mean you stop writing.
Olivia Heine | OH Flow
This is my biggest lesson of the past 6 months…
And warning, I’m about to get SUPER raw with you.
IT HAS BEEN UNCOMFORTABLE AF.
At the end of 2022 things had shifted in my business… things weren’t flowing as easily as they once were and everything felt HARD.
I was FUCKING FRUSTRATED.
“It worked in the past, why isn’t it working now? I am doing ALL the right things, what the F am I still missing? I am so exhausted and tired of feeling this way, maybe I should just throw it all away.”
Yup, it got DARK.
Earlier this year, things continued. I realized there was a lot of cracks in the foundation of my business and it was DRAINING my energy.
I was resistant to any kind of growth cause I felt overwhelmed and constantly questioned if I could handle this.
THE LESSON?
I uncovered my CORE WOUND: victimhood.
I got really good at getting WHINY - just look at that inner dialogue above.
Instead of being at CAUSE in my life, I was in EFFECT.
Here’s the thing: victimhood is a SNEAKY fucker. It allows you to both wallow AND puts you down at the same time.
As someone who still struggles with wanting to control the outcome and overwork to “make it happen” I had to LET THE F GO.
I had to BE SO SOFT and KIND to myself and just be PATIENT as I re-set the foundations.
I had to follow my intuition to expand my work past just my business so I could take some pressure OFF so things could FLOW again.
I had to remind myself that this was not failure but expansion.
The healed form of VICTIMIZATION is FREEDOM.
Freedom from attaching my worth to my work.
Freedom from needing to follow “one” path.
Freedom from playing small and instead stepping into power courageous power and claiming my desires, my worthiness, and my LIFE.
Freedom is being unattached from being RUN by your emotions.
I have acknowledged that this is a life’s work for me, but I also know I have so much experience in transmuting this victimhood.
As cheesy as it sounds, you are the author of your life. And yes, sometimes the big fancy words fail you, but that doesn’t mean you stop writing.
x liv
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