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my biggest problem with being a “gifted kid” or smart, is that there’s no room to improve. yeah already being at the top is a good thing but being at the top all my life is just not something i like, but failing is worse. improving is something i’d like to do, so i can be proud of my achievements or accomplishments, but sustaining a grade and getting nothing else isn’t something?? getting a grade i normally get is just something. the only grade that makes me feel somewhat of an emotion is lower than a 95-90, but it’s not a good feeling. yet when i get a “bad grade” i’m told it’s good and i should be happy, but i just can’t. being a gifted kid is something someone should appreciate, yet for most it’s a curse. i don’t know how to explain it. being able to improve is something i want, but can’t have because i am already at the top. when i get something “bad” i care but not enough to change it, because i already know it’s just something that happened and next test i’ll do better. but when i get a good grade it just reminds me i’m just not a failure and i’m relived to get that grade. uhh yeah sorry if you read all this heh
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REVOKING THIS POSTS VENT PREMISSION OMG IM LITERALLY HUST YAPPINF
my biggest problem with being a “gifted kid” or smart, is that there’s no room to improve. yeah already being at the top is a good thing but being at the top all my life is just not something i like, but failing is worse. improving is something i’d like to do, so i can be proud of my achievements or accomplishments, but sustaining a grade and getting nothing else isn’t something?? getting a grade i normally get is just something. the only grade that makes me feel somewhat of an emotion is lower than a 95-90, but it’s not a good feeling. yet when i get a “bad grade” i’m told it’s good and i should be happy, but i just can’t. being a gifted kid is something someone should appreciate, yet for most it’s a curse. i don’t know how to explain it. being able to improve is something i want, but can’t have because i am already at the top. when i get something “bad” i care but not enough to change it, because i already know it’s just something that happened and next test i’ll do better. but when i get a good grade it just reminds me i’m just not a failure and i’m relived to get that grade.
uhh yeah sorry if you read all this heh
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