Invidious

I can't fucking take it, i see an image of a random object posted, and then i see it, fucking see it, oh that kind of reminds me of ruinene! it started as, that's cool. That's a funny reference, but it kept going. I'd see an Christmas tree that reminds me of ruinene, i'd see an motion graphics with green and purple colour scheme, reminds me of ruinene, i'd go outside to touch grass, but the plants remind me of nene kusanagi but nene kusanagi is also a reference to ruinene! ITS TORMENT PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR!! I am being conditioned to laugh maniacally every time i see a fucking purple green object, I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS! I CAN'T I CAN'T I CAN'T I CAN'T I CAN'T AND DONT GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON THE WORDS! I will never be able to hear the word STORIES without thinking of ruinene, i will never be able to hear the words rainbow without thinking of NIJIIRO STORIES! Google tell me that there is a rainbow outside today and i fucking think... about... RUINENE🥺 I COULD WATCH SOMEONE I LOVE JUMP OFF A FUCKING BUILDING, AND ALL I WOULD BE ABLE TO SAY IS ✨Hehe, now that i am doing things alone....✨ I CAN'T LIVE ANYMORE, RUINENE HAS DESTROYED MY FUCKING LIFE, I WANT TO ERASE MYSELF FROM THIS PLANE OF EXISTENCE!! MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!