I'm Cucumber : きゅーりさんです

I haven't been able to post any charts lately, mainly because I've been playing Deltarune a lot, and I've been visibly losing my views and motivation, and probably also because I'm suffering from some kind of burnout syndrome. (I'm probably slacking off on this one lol...).
Lately, I think my videos have really lost a lot of views compared to my peak years (when I was mainly posting WI). Still, I'm very happy to have more than 100 views! Thanks 😊 But I get the impression that the DnB I've been posting recently hasn't grown much, you can really see the difference in views compared to Welcome resastered. Of course, it's not that I don't like Suicide mouse - I do! But it's no exaggeration to say that the DnB I'm posting now has more heat. The number of views isn't increasing visibly and I'm very unmotivated...
Also, a while ago I was posting once a week because I was able to work on my chart stock enough to make a chart, but now I have no stock and I don't have the energy to make a chart, so I'm not posting. I think at some point I must have thought I had to start posting videos. It's not like the old days when I just enjoyed posting them. I think it's because I was making them out of a sense of obligation that I'm in the situation I'm in now.
Well, it's kind of a long story, but to put it simply, I wanted to tell you that I think the pace of video posting is really going to decrease because I'm very slack these days. Also, I wish you could see all the DnB charts and Mouse charts... lol

4 months ago | [YT] | 6