thank you for all the concern and love you have shown me. even if i haven’t responded to your kind comments, i’ve read them all and it really Really means a lot to me , always.
i’m doing somewhat better. it’s been a rough two weeks and i’ve been struggling with a lot of things. my studies, my art, my personal life. a lot of things have been going on as of lately so i hope you guys forgive me for not being active in replying back.
it really pains me to remove my old videos. i didnt have the heart to delete them— just changed my settings. i poured a lot of love and projection into my art, my videos. the things i can never tell people in real life. my self-harm, my love for the same gender, my struggles. my parents found out about my tiktok profile where they saw those things and had a talk with me, called what i drew disgusting and unthinkable, sinful. so i’m withdrawing from posting anything of that sort of content.
sorry for the downer news. i dont like talking about my personal life. but i have no one to talk to. my parents, even though i love them, cannot look at me in the eyes. my friends don’t know about anything. so for now, every video i upload is most likely just a repost from my deactivated accounts. sorry again. this is all i can do right now
thank you for staying and for being kind. if you’re still reading this, i hope you have a good day
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hello everyone,
thank you for all the concern and love you have shown me. even if i haven’t responded to your kind comments, i’ve read them all and it really Really means a lot to me , always.
i’m doing somewhat better. it’s been a rough two weeks and i’ve been struggling with a lot of things. my studies, my art, my personal life. a lot of things have been going on as of lately so i hope you guys forgive me for not being active in replying back.
it really pains me to remove my old videos. i didnt have the heart to delete them— just changed my settings. i poured a lot of love and projection into my art, my videos. the things i can never tell people in real life. my self-harm, my love for the same gender, my struggles. my parents found out about my tiktok profile where they saw those things and had a talk with me, called what i drew disgusting and unthinkable, sinful. so i’m withdrawing from posting anything of that sort of content.
sorry for the downer news. i dont like talking about my personal life. but i have no one to talk to. my parents, even though i love them, cannot look at me in the eyes. my friends don’t know about anything. so for now, every video i upload is most likely just a repost from my deactivated accounts. sorry again. this is all i can do right now
thank you for staying and for being kind. if you’re still reading this, i hope you have a good day
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